pls-someone-give-this-to-us-omg

i was thinking of doing smokey eye makeup for my mariah cosplay but idk??? and i cant ask my friends who are going to the con with me cause theyre guys and they have no right to give me input and i cant ask my mom cause she always says “dont wear a lot of makeup its not as nice as the natural look u should cut back” (which is???? cause i never wear a lot of makeup like the stuff ive done which u can see in my selfies is really basic and just wtf are u talking about stop). i can ask alex but she might just be like ???? idk u do u cause thats how we both are with suggestions and its like damn holy fck we gotta make our minds up. someone pls help me decide on what to practice on for this shit someone pls just do it for me im so….