tonight gonna probably be the same as last night but i’m not gonna post about it cuz i appreciate how y’all look out for me sometimes and ‘care’ about me or whatever but a lot of times your words do not help at all. You all try to be encouraging and it just fuck me up even more because i feel like something’s wrong with me because i be the person you all try to encourage me to be. I appreciate it but it just doesn’t help me.
telling me stuff like “any woman would be lucky to have you” doesn’t help because if that was the case then i wouldn’t be single. Saying ”you’re smart, funny, great personality, blah blah” doesn’t help because evidently it aint enough for no one to want to fuck with me. Saying “you’re not worthless” doesn’t help because none of you know me and you may think i talk about my personal life and my hopes for love and fears and failures a lot on here but i really only talk about a small bit of it. Most i keep to myself because there’s no point in telling people about it. You can’t help me.
Y’all cool for wanting to help but you don’t. I’m still cold. I look to my left and see nobody. I look to my right and see the same. Thank you for trying tho.