Oh my gosh.
So I wake up and I’ve gained like 300 followers since this whole debacle began, and there are 200+ messages in my inbox, not to mention the many I got before I had to get off tumblr for a bit. You guys are AMAZING, it’s like I had this tiny little army come and sweep me off my feet and pat me on the head and give me giant hugs and I can’t even fully express how grateful I am.
Just a little update on my situation, since lots of you guys asked.
I decided to leave anon on. I know it could have been really stupid, but honestly I didn’t feel like I was strong enough to give up the nice anons. I did get a few more awful messages from the anon, who I have blocked again. Any more I get are just going to be deleted.
For those of you who asked about the way I was typing, no, I promise I didn’t take anything, and no, I also didn’t do anything stupid. I was just kind of shaking really hard and crying so my hands were jittery and I couldn’t see very well, but I promise I kept myself safe. After I logged off I did some stress singing,which really helped, and continued talking to the amazing (and so adorable I swear) sabrielunderthemistletoe, one of my besties sunshine-skies-and-cherry-pies, and gracestealingcastiel. I made sure to make some future plans with people that I didn’t want to miss out on, and thanks to my fiends and all of you guys I’m definitely feeling ok now. I feel safe, I feel loved, and I think I can handle things if the anon comes back.
So thank you thank you thank you for all the asks, but I’m doing ok now. But I’m sure that there are lots of other people who were getting the asks who aren’t as ok, so it would mean a lot to me if you’d join me in sending THEM nice asks instead of me. Thanks a million, all of you!