I don’t owe you anything.

To all the people who have hurt me or have attempted to.

I really, really don’t.

I don’t owe you forgiveness, I don’t owe you sudden thankfulness that you’ve decided to apologise. An apology does not erase what you did to me. Give it time, give me time. You were in the wrong, not me, and you will not force me to come to terms with something before I am ready. And when I do work through things that happened, I still don’t need you in my life.

I don’t owe you anything.

Quit hanging on to the past; fantasizing, dreaming, wishing and replaying it. You can’t change it. You just haven’t realized it yet it, but you have moved on. You are different now; not of the past, but of now — a different person. You don’t need what the past had. Your life is here today. Your greatest moments are ahead of you and are right where you are now, so seize them while you can, before it is too late.
—  Bryant McGill

words upon the fridge
how you asked what that is
third to fourth
the way you ate my heart

bored on love
triumph left soaked
two souls engaged in their darkest
cancer of the hour
our moment left starless

two lonely’s
one heart
black hung from a scarf
lobes of love
hugs with loaded guns

the darkest with shades
starstruck with a view of handsome
two eyes, lips like a magnet
just us, one on love
and one on drugs

—  dancing with cancer
words by dominic riccitello
Think about this....

Right now – the present moment – you are creating your future. Your thoughts and feelings are manifestations in the works for you to experience when the timing is right. You are planting the seeds of your desires, both – and neither – good and bad.
So……… literally, the present is the past. What you are experiencing right now in this moment is all of your thoughts and feelings you created in the past. Right now you are living the past’s manifestations. All those seeds of desires you planted yesterday, last month, last year and so on are germinating right now. 

Hence, right now in this moment is your crossroad.

You can choose to keep living what you’ve already planted….
Or, you can choose to plant something new.
Be in the moment of presence, creating your future. 

Presence = Future

Present = Past

This is your chance, your free will. You are free to choose what you want to experience – choose what you now desire.

You don’t have to have a ticking countdown to the next thing in order to realize that each day is unique and precious.

Not always in an overt way, but each day is its own, never to be repeated.

Do your best to be present.

It’s hard and scary, but I know you can do it.

If I can, so can you. We can try it together. We will encourage each other and enjoy everything we can.

It’s the best way. It’s the only way.

—  A word of advice, 70/365 (e.f.a.)