My best friend proposed to me. I am at a loss for words.

After the first year, I knew I always wanted to be in your presence.

Four years later, I know that I want you to always be mine.

I cried because of all the bad breaking me down in my life, you seem to be my safe harbor that guides me home.

You keep me calm when I lose hope.

I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you.

I love you more than you’ll ever know.

Only you.

You make me who I am today.

You taught me how to be a more open person.

You took me out of my comfort zone, and taught me how to express myself. 

You were always the stronger one. 

You always knew what was right. 

You always knew what was wrong. 

You were always there for me. 

You always gave me a chance. 

You always take care of me. 

You make me so happy.

You always make my day when I see you. 

You always cheer me up when I’m down.

You always put a smile on my face.

You always gave me a laugh when I needed one. 

I love it when you smile. 

I love it when you laugh. 

I love it when you and I can be ourselves around each other. 

I love it when you make the best out of nothing. 

I love it when you can be yourself around me. 

I love it when you hold me.

I think about you & only you all the time.

I will always love you & only you

I can only see my self with only you & only you

I want to marry you & only you

I wan to start a family with you & only you

I want to grow old together with you & only you

Only you make me feel this way. 

Only you. 

To be honest.. I just want to..

..hold you in my arms and never let go.

..tell you that you’re so beautiful, damn girl you’re just gorgeous. 

..tell you that I miss you, I love you, and that I need you so much. 

..tell you that you mean so much to me. That if I didn’t have you things would be so different. 

..tell you that you’ll always be my best friend and I’ll be here for you no matter what.

..tell you that you’re always on my mind. Literally every minute of the day. That you’re always the last thing I think of before I fall asleep and the first thing to cross my mind when I wake up.  

..tell you that you’re the one for me and no one else can make me happy as you do. That I know you’re the only one for me and that I know we’re meant to be. Let you know what you’re my everything. 

..let you know that when I look into you’re eyes, that I still see my future with us. marry you and that I can’t wait for us to get settled into a place that we can call our home. Tell you that I can’t wait till we start our own family. 

..tell you that there’s only one you and there is no one else like you. with you forever. 

This is one of our first photo’s together. Military ball is actually the reason how it all started. 

It’s crazy how time flies. We’ve been together for almost 4 years. Although, its been 4 years on and off, but who can say their relationship doesn’t have their ups and their downs?

I love this girl so much, she’ll never know how much she means to me, how much I think about her, how much I think about us & our future. I know things can get rough, but at the end you’ll always be my best friend no matter what. 

Baby, I can’t wait to see what the future has in store for us.

My one and only.

I never knew how things would be when we first started dating. All I thought about was the excitement. All I thought about was you. You were everything to me, literally everything. My first everything. 

Now that the winter is here, I remember the memories like it was yesterday. I remember that we did start talking around winter, that we did take it slow because of me, you waited for me, why? 

I remember in November when it was already cold, you were already wearing my letterman, and we were just outside your house with all of my friends, they were playing football and were just talking. I remember that night you were talking to your friend Sophia, you were telling her that you were scared to hold my hand, and all she told you was just to do it already. When you did, ahhhh, I felt the blood pumping and I started liking you even more. 

Later on that month, we were all having breakfast with the usual group, and everyone knew what was gonna happen that day except me. There was this other girl that you knew loved me & you wanted to beat her, so what did you do? You asked me out to the ball 4 months in advance. You pulled me into the supply room after school, and you asked me. 

I still remember what you wore when I asked you out four years ago, it was the Texas longhorns shirt with you guitar hero pajama pants kik. I still remember that moment. It was already after school, and you were already home. My brother and I were driving home in the van (aka the pimpmobile) and I told them I couldn’t stop thinking about you. Long story short, we ended up at your house and they drove off. 

Giiiirl, my heart was pounding and I could feel it. ‘Will you be my girlfriend’ is all that I remember coming out of my mouth from that conversation, & there it is, a new beginning, a journey, and a new story to tell. 

I never kissed a girl before, and out of nowhere here you are leaning in and kissing my lips, I didn’t even expect it. That was one of the greatest feelings I had, my first kiss with you. 

I could feel that I was falling for you, but I couldn’t quite say I was in love with you just yet. I remember I didn’t think that this was relationship wasn’t going to work out because we were so sarcastic around each other. But I was wrong, that’s one of my favorite things I love about us. 

Things were going great, but idk why. I told you I didn’t love you anymore, I told you I didn’t feel it at all anymore. Being influenced and push by my friends was a great factor, but it was also me. I tried moving on to a different girl, but things weren’t just the same. I couldn’t stop thinking about you. 

We weren’t talking for 3 months, and being here now I can feel the pain I put you through. I know all the feelings and thoughts you had during that time, and deep down, I promise I’ll never hurt you again. I’ll never break your heart again, because I’m feeling that now. 

I started to talk to you again, and you did too. I didn’t know how things were gonna go, but they were rolling, going but slow. 

Then again I made another mistake, not only just a mistake a problem, a huge one. I started talking to this girl at work, and you told me to stop. I didn’t, and it just made our relationship plummet. You stayed, and it showed me how truly you loved me and were committed. 

3 years go by and now we’re here. Let’s see… how do I say this. 

When I look at you, all I see is the love of my life and my future. I can’t go on a minute with you going through my head. I can’t stop thinking about you at all. You’re the first thing I think of in the morning and the last before I go to bed. 

I messed up so many times and if I could I would take it back in a heartbeat and change what I’ve done. But I can’t, because that’s life. These things happen for a reason, and its another lesson learned. 

I promise that I’ll always be here for you no matter what. I promise that I’ll always stay true to that. I’ll love you like no other. I want you to remember what we have & that we can save it. 

I feel like you’re confused and you don’t know what you want. I can’t force you or push you back into this relationship, I’ve tried it, but I’ll stop. I can’t make you come back. If don’t want to come back, that’s the way it’s gonna be. It’ll hurt, but I don’t want you to be in a relationship that you don’t want to be in. It’ll tear me apart, but I gotta deal with that. 

But baby, if you stay, I promise things will change and be different for the good. I promise I won’t keep things in my head, I’ll let you know what I’m thinking when you ask. I’ll start standing up for myself, and most importantly, US. I’ll tell you that I love you and that you’re so beautiful everyday. I’ll tell you that you mean so much to me and that I don’t want you to leave. I don’t want you to leave because I need you. You are what keeps me going, what keeps me going to do better. You are my motivation to do better in life. I’ll take care of you until you tell me to stop. 

You’ll always be my high school sweetheart, my pookie, my baby, my mommy, my one and only, my everything. 

All I want you to know is that I’ll always love you and will always be here for you.