For Rachel.

Here.

This is where I began the journey.
This is where I became a fan.
This is the place I came to call home to my rants and ravings on music and boys and cats.
Why cats? I don’t know, they’re cute so just go with it.

Because of this place I got to know my idols.
Because of this place I fell in love with each one separately.
Because of this place I was able to live my dream.
To touch their hands and look in their eyes.
And I thought it was the best thing to happen in my life.

But life is funny sometimes.
Life is strange and random.
Life is precise and exact.
And sometimes when you’re busy with your plans and your obsessions
You miss the uncontrolled happening behind the scenes - before your eyes.

You happened to me one random day.
You came out of nowhere with you’re happiness and joy.
You popped out of the sky and vomited hyperactive rainbows all over my face.
Shut up that was beautiful damn it.

We laughed together and cried together.
We freaked and flailed and leaped about in fangirl tantrums.
We became friends - twins - sisters in a day.
And that day has stretched months, will stretch years soon enough.

But I didn’t ask for you.
I didn’t search for you.
I didn’t prepare room in my heart for you, yet you arrived all the same.
You crept right in and set up camp ya booger, and now I wouldn’t have it any other way.

When you’re sad or lonely.
When you’re tired or stressed or angry.
When you’re ready to be finished with the fight.
Don’t focus on the distance between us or time we spend apart.

Just stop and think about how much I love you.
Think about how much I truly care.
Think of all our memories we’ve had and will come to share.

When you came to live in my heart
I went to live in yours too.
My best friend through thick and thin.
Remember I’m always beside you.

So that is why this place is important.
In the end, that is why I stay.
And even if the music changes, the boys disappear, or the cats are suddenly un-cute.
For you, because of you, and with you I will always remain.

Here.

anonymous said:

have you ever felt down when you just started making graphics thinking they are not good enough or not appreciated? i'm not that of a newbie on tumblr. been here for months and doing gifs but i don't think my works are ever appreciated they only get very few notes, sometimes, if not most of the time, not even a hundred then i'd see a photoset of same characters posted by another user but with thousands of notes it just makes me disheartened and i know it's stupid but i can't help it sorry :(

Yes, I did,but I didn’t let it bother me. I understand feeling down if you see the same scene being gif’d with way more notes than yours. Unfortunately, tumblr is all about time when you’re making a simple gif…like a race, But still, you should keep doing what you like and eventually you’ll get the appreciation you want! We all started with a few followers and a few notes ;w;

This is a letter suffering to everyone out there suffering with a compulsive binge eating disorder of any type. 

First off, to all who aren’t aware, an eating disorder is not always centered around body image and/or minimizing the food you digest. Rather, it is a physiological disorder centered around food. 

I find that this is often forgotten, and all who suffer from a binge eating disorder, specifically if it does not include bulimia, are overlooked about.

Anorexia and a need to be skinny is romanticized and I am forever reading about people who want to be skinnier, and others saying how unhealthy it is.  Now, I am not suggesting at all that anorexia is healthy, nor should be ignored, however, I am yet to read a post regarding binge eating disorders. 

You guys are the ones who are left behind, so often deemed to be less important, because all they need to do is stop eating so much, right? Wrong. When someone suffers from such a disorder they often have a loss of control when eating,and eat until the point when they are uncomfortably full on a regular basis.  

This disorder is just as harmful and unhealthy as anorexia, and it is just as hard to break. 

This is my shout out to anyone suffering with such a thing. You are not alone, nor should you be ashamed. Whether or not you make yourself sick after, over exersize or just sit in chronic pain and try to digest the amount of food you have consumed, never feel ashamed. You suffer from an illness that is often out of your control. 

I can promise that it gets better though. You will find another vice, and you will learn to confide in your friends. Don’t feel overlooked or embarrassed that you cannot fit into what society deems as the socially acceptable eating disorder.. 

I used to suffer from such a disorder and I felt completely alone and too ashamed of myself for being so fat to admit it to anyone else. I was wrong and suffered for way too long. Please, please don’t repeat my mistake.

You are beautiful.

You are strong. 

You will get through this. 

Please anyone feel free to message me if you ever need a friend, my promise is to always be here and nonjudgmental. 

anonymous said:

What would you do if you found out your "cuddle buddy" self harmed and had depression and possibly could be suicidal. What would you do?

that wouldn’t change my opinion of you at all, you’re still the same amazing person and i would help you with whatever you needed help with

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