Lilies and Chrysanthemums for my beloved

It have been some years since he go away . The kids are in another place living their life while her was spending them in her garden back to London. The place where they used to live bring some painful memories and that was not good for her.

The woman was gardening some Orange and Red lilies , which remind her to the uniform he used to wear , she just smiled and cute some of them with some withes Chrysanthemums. After choice a white dress and put a hat her face she let the flowers on a little grave she had in her home for him.

" Hey there" She sits in front of him and spend all the afternoon talking with him, about how Mina starts a opera singer career with Quincey taking care of her, maybe the next Maria Callas or how Trevor was doing an excellent job with the knights and was an excellent Captain.

Even if she was smiling the tears from her eyes flows as a River. And she didn’t even say good bye just ” I miss you so much!”

One Shoot - Verdaderas razones por las que perdí el vuelo (1/2)

Todo lo que van a leer a continuación es una serie de incoherencias salidas de mi mente, espero que les guste.

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Narra Vegetta.

Ya estaba hasta los cojones de las actitudes de mierda de Willy. Solo habían pasado dos horas desde el inicidente en la casa de Luzu y Lanita, y todavía no me podía sacar de la mente las frías e hirientes palabras de Guillermo, puesto que nunca pensé que soltaría algo como eso enfrente a nuestros amigos.

Habíamos terminado de grabar un “pasa el mando” de el nuevo Mario Kart 8. Todos parecíamos contentos, incluso Lana, quién yo sentía que no estaba cómoda en nuestra presencia, lo disfrutó al enterarse que le habíamos comprado un mando rosa para ella. 

Como siempre, algunos comentarios hacía Willy que podían darse a mal interpretación salieron de mi boca sin darme cuenta, y como siempre Luzu no los dejo pasar señalando y diciendo “WIGETTA” en cuanta oportunidad tenía.

-flashback-

Decidí levantarme de la sala para ir al baño, y cuándo estaba en el pasillo escuché una conversación entre que hubiese preferido no haber escuchado.

- Vamos Willy-dijo Luzu- si ya todos sabemos lo que ocurre entre vegetta y tú cuando las cámaras se apagan -terminó de decir y una risa nerviosa salió de sus labios, mientras que Lana miraba hacia un costado, no contenta con el comentario de su novio.

- Pe…pero qué dice’? -respondió willy tartamudeando, eso tan tonto que le pasa cuando se pone nervioso- Somos amigos Luzu, y si sigues con esas alentando a la gente que piense otra cosa no harás otra cosa que alejarnos más.

- Pues bueno willy, es que no te das cuenta? -soltó Luzu suspirando- Entre risas y risas la gente se enamora.

- Yo no -dijo levantando el tono de voz- yo nunca me podría enamorar de un hombre, las relaciones homosexuales me dan asco. A mí me gustan las mujeres, de eso estoy seguro. Vegetta, lo que le guste y sienta es su problema.

Y fue cuando se dieron cuenta que ya estaba apoyado contra la pared del living otra vez, escuchando lo que willy decía.

-fin flashback-

Cuando finalmente llegamos a casa el ambiente entre nosotros dos se podía cortar con una cuchara. Yo sabía que el primero en decir algo perdía, y estaba vez no iba a ser yo.

Decidí encerrarme en mí cuarto, sin decir una sola palabra, a teminar de grabar los videos programados para esta semana que nos ibamos de viaje a San Francisco. 

-Un besazo, un saludo y chau chau! -terminé de decir, y me sentí aliviado. Ese era el último video que tenía que grabar para el canal.

Salí de mi habitación en busca de algo para tomar y un paquete de ositos haribo, deseando no encontrarme con willy que, para mí sorpresa, ya había terminado de grabar todo. 

- Si estas buscando tus gominolas no hay más, me las comí mientras que grababa mi último video -dijo willy desde el sofá.

- Y se puede saber por qué te comiste MIS gomitas?-es que lo hace a propósito chaval, primero el comentario desafortunado, después esto.

- Porque se me apetecía -respondió sin ganas- no es razón suficiente?

La ira se empezó a apoderar de mí, éste no era el willy que yo conocía. Me estaba cabreando más de lo normal, y no iba a volver a atragantarme las palabras y quedarme con la angustia en el pecho.

- Tú eres tonto o qué? -dije caminando rápidamente a su lado. Él por su parte, ya cabreado se paró instintivamente para seguir discutiendo.

- Qué te pasa Vegettita? Últimamente estas muy intolerable. -dijo haciendo una mueca con sus labios.

-Sabes qué me pasa? -dije empujandolo fuertemente con las manos- Escuche toda tu mierda sobre “los hombres me dan asco” y tu dudas sobre lo que me gusta o no -respiré hondo para continuar

-Y si me gustan los hombres qué problema hay Willy? Dejarías de vivir conmigo? Te daría asco bañarte en la misma ducha que yo me bañe? - conteste sientiendo como me iba quebrando y cómo las lagrimás me iban cayendo por los ojos.

Willy por su parte estaba anonadado, por primera vez en mucho tiempo lo ví con los ojos más abiertos que nunca. Y yo sentía que el tiempo pasaba pero el no respondía, no preguntaba. Mientras que yo seguía ahí con mis manos en su remera sacudiendolo para que responda.

- Pero te gustan los hombres en serio? -fue lo único que logró articular ante su nerviosismo.

- No los hombres no Willy, tú -respondí e inmediatamente su cara se transformó en asco y verguenza.

Me empujó hacia un lado y se fue hacia su habitación cerrando la puerta de un fuerte golpe; dejandome a mí solo y apesumbrado en la sala de la casa que compartíamos.

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SALSEO! 

Bueno espero que les haya gustado, lo tenía pensado desde que leí el tweet de willy a la madrugada del lunes.

Diganme que les pareció por el ask si tienen ganas. Un beso

Marie 

idk i wrote a thing? based on the tags on this post

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kai and sehun were at their freinds party, and in walks this cute guy and sehun cant keep his eyes of him. and suddenly the cute guy spots them and starts to make his way over to them. and sehun get starstruck and can’t help but just stare at this beautiful guy comming his way.

but before he gets a chance to greet him, kai have allredy pulled him in for a hug. and after a quick kiss he turns around to sehun 
“hey baby i’d like you to meet my best freind sehun”  and the guy sends him a heart shaped smile.

"sehun i told you about kyungsoo right, they guy i’m dating?"

"y-yes nice to meet you" he offers a shaky hand

'only you left out that he is the most beautiful man to walk the earth' sehun thinks bitterly

"nice to meet you too" soo says with another smile, and sehun swears his heart skippes a beat.

after that ,kyungsoo is everywhere. he is all kai talks about. Whenever he hangs out with with kai-kyungso is there-. whenever they have a guys night out -kyungsoo is there-.  he is just always there and it’s driving sehun insane!

his worst(and best) day of the week are thursdays. thursdays means sehun and kai got dance practice, which soo have started to come to almost religiously. and just knowing kyungsoo is in the same room makes him mess up and trip over his own feet. Dance practice also means the three of them walks together home. kai lives the closest to the dance studio. and it breaks sehuns heart (but he keeps telling himself it’s not) every night he sees them say their loveydovey goodbye. but it also means sehun gets to walk two more blocks ,untill they get to the olders appartment, just the two of them. wich is bad..the more time he spends with the other, the more he realize that: kyungsoo is funny, and easy to talk to and just…so dam hot

and you should not be thinking of your best friend’s boyfriend in that way.

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Size bir şey diyim sşdlgklşgksd Ben de Sooya böyle sarılsam kesin benim kucağımda kaybolur aslşdkgsdşlgklsdşkg :D  Ağağağağağ <3 

if people like it(??) then i might uplode longer version 

Freard fanfics/oneshoot masterpost!

okay so these are some of my favorite frerard fics, and i decided to share the links so you guys can read them :) (all of them are PG-17 and PG-13) i hope you like them as much as i do, i’ll be adding more links later, ENJOY!

Folie á Deux http://www.wattpad.com/11112280-folie-à-deux-frerard-folie-à-deux

Climbing Up The Walls
http://archiveofourown.org/works/273409?view_adult=true

Spitting out of the mind
http://shoved2agree.livejournal.com/8439.html

The dove keeper
http://underwater-sky.livejournal.com/33006.html

Young and Screw up
http://archiveofourown.org/works/960006/chapters/1880718?view_adult=true

Do you remember?
http://archiveofourown.org/works/944209

Zero Privacy
http://brooklinegirl.livejournal.com/775175.html

Tales of Nighttime
http://archiveofourown.org/works/1114320?view_adult=true

So Long
http://archiveofourown.org/works/860011?view_adult=true&view_full_work=true

Promises, Promises
http://silentdescant.livejournal.com/307087.html

When you’re a boy
http://greedy-dancer.livejournal.com/585017.html

Ghosts in the Attic
http://archiveofourown.org/works/810929

Night Swimming
http://archiveofourown.org/works/54314/chapters/72021?view_adult=true

Unholyverse
http://archiveofourown.org/series/9795

The Anatomy of Fall
http://archiveofourown.org/works/155168/chapters/223138?view_adult=true

Desafinado
http://desfinado.livejournal.com/67794.html

You want a ride, cowboy?
http://archiveofourown.org/works/711835?view_adult=true

Welcome home
http://archiveofourown.org/works/409448

Sugar
http://archiveofourown.org/works/860210?page=1&view_adult=true

An occasional thing
http://archiveofourown.org/collections/frerardhub_2013/works/1072154

Lip Service
http://brooklinegirl.liverjournal.com/790267.html

My Body Is Your Body
http://archiveofourown.org/works/397762

Do as I say Not What i Do
http://archiveofourown.org/works/series/10165

Bright White Noises
http://archiveofourown.org/works/489608

Gulity
http://archiveofourown.org/works/229976

For The Night
http://silentdescant.livejournal.com/353309.html

Close To my Skim
http://archiveofourown.org/works/364026

Christmas Morning
http://archiveofourown.org/works/590028

Boys In Love
http://archiveofourown.org/works/series/16446

Thruth Shall be Told
http://archiveofourown.org/works/663477

Morning sex
http://fluffontop.livejournal.com/545834.html

Love & Marriage
http://Iamdali.livejournal.com/35204.html

No Place Like Home
http://archiveofourown.org/works/809424

Forced Kisses
http://archiveofourown.org/works/824621

Percy Speech
http://archiveofourown.org/works/365989

To Our Victory
http://iamdali.livejournal.com/11031.html

Slow Show
http://schneestern.livejournal.com/152369.html

Borned Away
http://archiveofourown.org/works/450878

All Tied Up
http://archiveofourown.org/works/288398?view_adult=true

It Doesnt matter if its Fake or Not
http://gwencarmichael.livejournal.com/2161.html

Lace
http://archiveofourown.org/works/523034

The Kids are all fucked up
http://archiveofourown.org/works/423441

Conclusiones
http://www.waxjism.org/bex/b05_conclusions.html

All i need
http://archiveofourown.org/works/1037693

The Fault in our stars (frerard)
http://www.quotev.com/story/4626088/The-Fault-In-Our-Dreams-Frerard/4/

Phoenix kindom
http://archiveofourown.org/works/1108287/chapters/2258377

okay so i decided to make this frerard master fic post! well my frerard reclist!
so in this list you can find all kind of frerard fics [fanfics//oneshoots] like the most popular ones, smut ones, fluffy ones or the kind of fics that makes your heart cry, well as you can see the fics doesn’t have description [i apologize but too tired to do it] if you are looking for a specific one then go feel free to ask me :) oh and in this list most of all of them are NC-17 (not every fic but yes i read too much smut kinky shit) well have fun reading! i hope you enjoy those fics as much i do!

Almost is Never Enough

image

Happy birthday, honey.

We miss you, you’ll come this weekend, right?

Love you.

Mom.

It’s a cozy place, she welcomed by Boyce Avenue’s A Thousand Miles. She smiles, the all-wooden-furniture make the place looks so comfy. She chooses the seat near the big glass wall so she could see the view out there. She puts her phone on the table after read a text from her mother.

Looking through the glass wall, somehow she feels so happy how cloudy this afternoon. She remembered when she left London yesterday, leafs already turn to yellow and fall to the ground. Autumn is coming and she loves it.

“If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
‘Cause you know I’d walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you
Tonight…”

Maybe she just missed him.

How long was it?

7 years? Or 8 years?

 

She shook her head, she shouldn’t try to being dramatic by count the number of the year they were apart.

Their relationship is like that, more than a friend but less than a lover. Maybe like that, or maybe it just her who thinks like that.

What are they called it?

Ah, unrequited love?

She puts her palm on her cheek, wandering why he wanted to meet her. She remember how her heart beats faster when she read the message that night. He asking her to meet sooner, told her that he want to say something. Maybe he want to give a surprise. Maybe, but she shouldn’t expecting too much because people say the more you expecting, that much will hurt you. But what should she does now? She can’t control her feeling though she knows that she –maybe– will fall once again.

 

“Hey, London girl, there you are.”

A familiar husky voice makes her turns her head. Find a tall figure with a grin on his face, and now he is walking toward her.

All she wants is jump and hug that man right now, but she shouldn’t do that.

“Hey there, New York boy.”

She is trying hard to look cool as usual though her heartbeat tells something different.

“Sorry, I’m late. Traffic, you know.”

“It’s okay.”

She can’t stop looking at his gesture when he lifts up his hand to call the waiter.

“One Americano and— “ he looking at her with a toothy smile on his face, “—iced lemon tea, right?”

She nods and smiles, still trying to looking cool but inside it feels like thousands butterflies flying on her stomach. This kind of feeling is the one that she should ignore.

“So, how long you’ll stay?”

The tall man opens his coat and put it on the chair next to him.

“A month, how about you?”

“Longer than you—“ he smiles, “—so tell me about London.”

And she tells everything about London, her workplace, the weather, how she loves London so much. She lured to her own story, forgetting about strange feeling on her heart and keep talking and talking.

“— It’s autumn now and oh, I forget to tell you I haven’t meet Queen Elizabeth but I’ve meet Prince Harry once and I’d love to bragging it.”

She ends her long speech with a laughable statement and that man laughs warmly.

“We both work in a far place, far from here, our hometown. Tell me, why did we do this again?”

“It’s a dream, Attar—“ She said, “— and there’s no autumn season in Jakarta, you know.”

The man, name Attar, smiles widely.

“Yeah, Tatyana, the autumn girl.”

 

It’s a cloudy afternoon and Tatyana likes it so much.

She is stirring her iced lemon tea with a straw while Attar starting to talk about his work in New York. It’s true when people said that there are some things never change, like the way Attar folded his sleeve until his elbow, the way he sips his favorite Americano, the way his eyebrow twitching, the dimple on his left cheek and—

“Yana…”

Right, the way he calls her.

“Tatyana Mahendra, hello?”

Attar waving his hand in front of Yana’s face.

“I hear you, I hear you. Go on.”

He takes another sip of his Americano.

“Actually, I want to tell you something.”

It’s his serious face, Yana straighten her back automatically.

This is it, this is the time. Ugh heartbeat, please be cooperative.

 

“Honestly, I want to tell you that I—“

Attar looking straight to her eyes and she hold her breath without realize it.

“—I want to tell you that I… I will getting married next month.”

“Huh?”

Yana’s face turns pale, her mouth open and close before she could say something. This is not the confession that she expected.

 

Silence.

 

Attar’s phone suddenly ringing and he answering it in front of Yana. She suddenly being a deaf, she can’t hear Attar’s voice but she can see his happy face, warm smile

“She is here.”

That’s the only sentence that she could hear properly from Attar’s mouth. Her brain still trying to accept it but suddenly someone standing in front of her.

“Yana, this is my fiancé, Sarah. And Sarah this is my best friend ever, Tatyana.”

Her leg trembled, somehow it feels so hard to stand properly but she still do it.

Long wavy hair, small face, milky skin, girly. Beautiful creature.

“Finally, I’m really happy to meet you. He always told me about you.”

Yana is sure that she is smiling awkwardly now.

“I hope he didn’t told you something bad about me.”

She manages to joke and laugh. Just to sweep away her awkward feeling.

“Actually, I want to tell you first. You are my best friend, so I want to share this happy news with you.”

Yana nods. She can see how happy is Attar right now, the way he squeezes Sarah’s hand is different. He loves her, and it makes Yana feels more awkward.

She smiles when they are smiling, she laughs when they are laughing, she did it though she didn’t really understand what thing to smile at and what thing to laugh at. All she wants to do is leaving this place sooner. She couldn’t hurt herself more than this.

“Alright, we should find something for dinner. Let’s go.”

“I-I think I can’t go with you guys. I ha-have another appointment. You should enjoy your dinner together—“

Yana smiles and take her bag, “—oh, congratulation for your wedding. I gotta go now. See you later.”

She rushes to the front door of the coffee shop, she can hear Attar tells her –half yelling- that he will contact her later so she just waved her hand and run to the street to find taxi.

 

What the worst birthday ever.

 

“Attar, I can’t. You know I have to going back to London in a month.”

Oh, come on, Yana. I’m really asking for your help. Please.”

Yana massages her temple, she hates the reality that she couldn’t deny Attar’s will.

You should be the best woman in my wedding. You should be the one who brings the ring, you know. I don’t want other people do it.”

“Attar, it’s a best man not best woman. Gosh, where do you find a best woman in a wedding ceremony? There’s only maid of honor.”

Whatever, you should be there, at my wedding. And don’t say anything about going back to London because I know that your company will give you day off if you ask.

“Gosh, what should I do with this stubborn best friend?”

You should help him preparing his wedding.”

 

How far, how far you’ll break my heart, Attar?

 

 

Hey, Yana. Let’s have lunch.”

“Wait a minute, Attar.”

 

“I’d like to say we gave it a try
I’d like to blame it all on life
Maybe we just weren’t right, but that’s a lie, that’s a lie…”

 “What is this?”

“Can’t you see? It’s a present, Attar.”

“For me?”

“Your birthday gift.”

“Haha, thank you.”

“And we can deny it as much as we want
But in time our feelings will show…”

From : Attar

Dinner tonight?

To : Attar

Okay.

From : Attar

I’ll pick you up at 7

‘Cause sooner or later
We’ll wonder why we gave up
The truth is everyone knows… “

 

Hey, Attar. Long time no see.”

“Hey, Denny. It’s been a long time. What are you doing here? ”

“Dinner, of course. By the way, who is this?”

“Oh, this is my friend, Yana. Yana, this is Denny, my high school friend.”

“Hello, I’m Tatyana. Attar’s friend.”

 

Friend.

Yeah, friend.

 

“If I could change the world overnight
There’d be no such thing as goodbye
You’d be standing right where you were
And we’d get the chance we deserve…”

I’m going to New York next month.”

“R-really? Oh, congratulation.”

“I hear that your application is accepted in London.”

“Ah, that. Yes.”

 

“Almost, almost is never enough
So close to being in love…”

 

 

“Hey, groom. Feeling nervous?”

Yana is there, walking toward Attar who standing in front of the mirror, looking at his reflection. She can see that Attar’s expression has changed from worry become more relax.

“There you are, you know how nervous I am.”

She is standing right in front of him, pats his shoulder and making sure that her friend looking good.

“You’ll getting married.” She said.

“Yeah, I’ll getting married.” He replies.

There they are, standing and face each other. Yana touches Attar’s cheek, she always wanna do this before. Realize that her unrequited-love will always ended up as unrequited-love, she pulls away his hand, giving a small smile to Attar.

“This stubborn friend will getting married, so be brave, you groom.”

It is a smile, a sad one.

And like a flash of light, Attar pulls her into his hug.

“Oh God, Yana. Tell me, tell me why we ended up like this?”

She starts sobbing, understand what he’s trying to say.

“It’s me… It’s me who should asking you that.”

He tighten his hug but she tries to release herself.

“Don’t—“ She says, “— I’ll ruining your cloth. Just don’t –“

He pulls her closer, hug her back, “It’s okay, it’s okay. Just—stay for a while like this, please.” He said.

“We’re so funny yet stupid.”

She nods, agree with his words.

“But it’s too late, you know. You always like this, you are too slow.”

She said, half sobbing.

“I know, I’m sorry.”

“No, don’t say sorry—“ She pulls herself away from him, “—and you should go now, they’re waiting for you.”

Silence.

They look at each other, and like a farewell he kisses her forehead. She burst into crying and didn’t look at him when he walks away from that room.

“If I would have known that you wanted me
The way I wanted you
Then maybe we wouldn’t be two worlds apart
But right here in each other’s arms…”

 

 

Are you sure you don’t need a help?”

“I’m okay, you know. Just enjoy your honey moon, newlywed.”

“I should be there, help you. Why you didn’t tell me that you’ll going back to London today? Oh this stubborn best friend.”

“What will you do if I told you?”

“At least I can drive you to airport.”

“I’m okay—oh I should go now, bye—“

Wait!”

“What?”

“Gonna miss you.”

“Hey, your wife is there, she could hear you. Hahaha.”

“I know, but still take care there. Call me often.”

“Okay, I’ll call you later.”

Gosh, I’m gonna miss you, you know.”

“Me too. Gonna miss you, so much.”

“Take care.”

“Bye, Attar.”

See you next time, Yana.”

 

 

“And we almost, we almost knew what love was
But almost is never enough…”

Night at the Tracy's

Nathan já estava acostumado a ver Kathryn nos mais diversos lugares nas mais diversas horas. Ele tinha dois palpites: um, ela era muito ocupada. Dois, ela fazia de tudo para não ficar em casa. No final das contas, supôs que fosse os dois. Naquele dia, os dois haviam ficado na biblioteca da cidade junto com outros colegas estudando. E os estudos só duraram algumas horas, pois depois começaram a jogar conversa fora. E quando perceberam, já era por volta de 18:30 da noite.

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The Truth (Oneshoot)

 

Author                        :           LeeHaena

Title                 :           The Truth

Length                        :           One Shoot

Cast                 :           Im Yoona

Lee Donghae

Other Cast      :           Jung Jessica

Member of Super Junior

Genre              :           Romance, PG-16

Author Note  :           The casts belong to God, don’t judge me if it’s kinda…

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No Angels

Era por volta de 19:30 da noite, e Nathan subia os degraus de sua casa sem se importar com os pequenos rangidos da madeira. Sua mãe terminava de, tecnicamente, fechar o hotel e ligar a parte da placa que dizia ”sem vagas” em luzes vermelhas neon. Naquele dia, eles haviam ”fechado” mais cedo por conta da falta de vagas. Sua mochila do colégio estava em um de seus ombros, pendurada apenas por uma das alças. Agora bastava apenas seguir o resto da rotina. A única diferença era que, desta vez, ele tinha mais tempo livre.

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Thinking of You (Oneshoot)

Tittle : Thinking of You

Main cast :

*Im Yoona*

*Lee Donghae*

Additional cast :

*Find by your self*

Genre : romance, and friendship

Length : Oneshoot

Author : Yuna21

Rating : PG-17

Disclaimer : ini hanya sebatas ff. Jadi mereka yg disini hanya pinjam. Terinspirasi oleh pemikiran sendiri, so DON’T COPAS!!!

Author’s Note : Halo!!! Aku punya cerita tentang YoonHae. Aku juga penggemarnya, ya…

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