Nate and I have been dating for a few months now and only our friends know about us being together. Right now we’re at Jack and Jack’s house chilling with them and the other boys. We sat on the couch, I cuddled with Nate.
"So when are you guys planning to tell the fans?" Jack J asked
"Soon" Nate answered kissing me on my head
After a short conversation they all went on their phones and I buried my head in Nate’s chest.
"I’m getting something to drink lil mama"
"Okay, but be quick, you’re a good pillow" I said grinning
While he was getting something to drink, I check my social media and saw that Sam posted a pic of me and Nate cuddling. Shit, they weren’t supposed to know!
I looked through the responses there were a lot of hate comments. There were a few lovely comments but most was hate. They tweeted things like: ‘What does he see in that ugly bitch’ ‘I’m much better than her’ ‘She’s probably one of his hoe’s’
Those hate comments really hit me. I’ve always been insecure and this was not going to help me getting confidence. I read some responses to the hate tweets and most of them we’re apologizing for the hate.
But those tweets made me think about myself and my relationship with Nate. Without saying a word I walked to the bathroom, locked the door and sat down. At that moment it all got a little too much. What if they’re right? What if I’m not good enough of him?
"Y/N, open the door babe"
Wiping my tears, I opened the door.
"What’s wrong babe?"
"S-Sam p-posted a-a p-picture of u-us on tw-twitter a-and they"
"Don’t listen to them, you’re perfect, you’re my perfect little mama"
Het sat down next to me and held me. We just sat there for a while. It was so peaceful and I never want it to end.