monsterts

Sometimes you wish that everything is a complet lie but that pain in the middle of u chest is that one that tell you that it’s real and u can’t take it back.. the pain that make u think in death, the pain that make u wish u weren’t here any longer, the pain that make u see how down u went.. today is the day i can’t comprehend who and when i did it.. but i knew that deep down me i did it and even if was a little or one time it still there.. but how u fight the lonliness ? To who u turn to ? Who is there to keep u together ? How u keep someone else together if you can’t keep urself?.. well everyone is right i am a the worse thing ever. I am selfish. I am a monstert. I have a big bad mouth and pretty much everything everyone said about me is true so why someone will want to stay ? Just gotta keep the act and fine a way out of this darkness.. but one thing i can tell u I NEVER MIND TO HURT YOU. I have save everything because of this, i new that if i open my mouth i would have tell u but i didn’t want to.. but i am tired of fighting and i just want to give up.. i don’t need nones pity i have enough of it…