sometimes, crying is the only way our eyes can speak when our mouth cant explain how broken our heart really is.


1. my best friend tried to kill herself 3 times

2. 8 of my classmates admitted to cutting themselves

3. all the boys I thought I loved used me to get the things they wanted

4. the most popular girl in my school overdosed because she thought no one loved her

5. the monsters in my head became real

6. people care more about sex than love

7. I would rather die than wake up again tomorrow morning

8. girls are judged if they don’t wear make up or if they wear too much

9. boys are judged for not having a six pack

10. people treat me like a child but expect me to act like an adult

—  10 reasons why growing up is terrible

grunge/ lucid ☯


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Monsters aren’t real. There won’t be a shadow hiding
under your bed or a clown waiting in your closet.
The worst of them only come out in the daytime and
look for poor souls with hearts on their sleeves.
They make you fall in love with them in the cruelest way.
They will seemingly give you everything they have, and
you will do the same. They will kiss you like a whisper
and leave you wanting more. They will take you home
and moan in your ear, and the fangs and claws will
come out. You won’t even see it coming. You won’t even
know that you are hooked like an addiction until the
nicotine has you weak. They’ll take every bit of you
because they know they can, because you will let them.
They will look like a blessing, and you will get down on
your knees to please him and pray to God that they
never leave. You will do all this for them because
the real monsters in this world are not the type to
murder you in your sleep or prey on you when you are
all alone. The real monsters make you wonder why
your heart never beat like hell before, and you’ll want
to keep feeling hell until they decide they are done with
you. They will be your worst sin, and your favorite,
because they will make you believe that monsters
could never be real, but they are,
and he taught me the hard way.
—  What if everyone else knew you the way I do? // "Monsters Are Not Real"

anonymous asked:

i hope this doesnt come off as one of the "ts supposed to be satire" people but isnt twd meant to show how a random nobody turns into a monster due to cirscumstances?

like most zombie stories with “the real monster is humanity” as the deal, it completely fails at depicting any of this, mostly due to the constant, constant need to make the character “badass” and everyone else fucking die no matter how terrible he is. robert kirkman, as addicted as he is to hyperviolent “twists” in an attempt to shock the reader could have taken TWD truly somewhere new by having rick grimes get his brains blown out by one of his horrible, uncaring for others decisions because he is blinded by his own machismo and shittiness and let bright, optimistic, skilled glenn take over as main character of the series

because robert kirkman is intensely fucking predictable (and has little to no command of or desire for subtlety) no matter how hard he tries otherwise, he instead had glenn killed off, in a particularly brutal manner

and speaking of shitty awful dudes the audience roots for anyway (and the writers themselves - at least in the case of kirkman and rick grimes, who is now some kind of fucking savior figure, just as he was probably always planned to be -  sometimes seem to angle at), when i was typing in ‘rick grimes’ into chrome, one of the first things it pulled up was ‘rick grimes vs. walter white’ which gave me this fucking shit

i just keep thinking about last night’s episode. it was so great.

the ep was so nice bc it was about duality, the dark and light, but not about getting rid or choosing one over the other. and even though dark!charlie cut Sam down for being ~too ~good, the point was that you need all of what makes you you to do what is necessary.

sometimes it’s making difficult decisions but sometimes it’s having enough compassion to overlook that your brother has literally turned into a monster and believe in his goodness enough to believe you can bring him back. 

♡ “LIES” ♡

My eyebrows when they’re not done make me think that I’m part human/part owl🐧(I just realized either I can’t find the owl emoji or their just isn’t one. Work on this Apple.😂)

Part Four: Ignorance is Bliss. (Something Wicked S01E18)

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anonymous asked:

How're you celebrating the anniversary of the liberation of Auschwitz? What different or new insights can we learn from its history?

We can learn that even the most educated and “civilized” of nations can fall prey to evil. We can also learn that the most evil of us often do not see ourselves as evil. We can learn that when a brute turns to evil it is bad but when an educated and cultured person turns to evil then a real monster is born.

Hey, Jennovianators(that’s what I’ve decided to call you guys because we are one big group of awkwardness in unison💗) I’m having a meet up @ Rockaway Townsquare(Mall) on VALENTINES DAY at around 2PM outside of Forever 21. The address is: 301 Mount Ave, Rockaway, NJ.
Let me know if you can come by tagging me on INSTAGRAM. (Username in profile) LETS SHUT DOWN THE MALL PEEPS!🐣🐥💘

my future partner is probably texting their bae right now about how they’re gonna be together forever. sike, see you in ten years bitch


The Real Monsters are reborn! 

Upon getting so much attention for my previous designs, I wanted to redesign the monsters and develop the concept a little more. You’ll notice most of the monsters have subtle alterations and the descriptions have been changed to better reflect my original concepts.

Disclaimer: The artwork is not at all intended to make light of these conditions but instead is intended to give these intangible mental illnesses some substance and make them appear more managable as physical entities. 


All work (c)Toby Allen 2013