prompt: can I have an imagine where y/n is a human/hunter and somehow they managed to figure out a way to get Adam out of the cage and they all keep it a secret from him because they’re scared that he’ll remember his time in the cage if he finds out but he starts to fall for y/n and y/n can’t keep it a secret anymore and tells him. thank you in advance you’re awesome
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Nothing. That’s all Adam remembered. All he knew was that he had been saved from living a horrible life, and that I was there to take care of him. Everything before we found him in the woods was a blank slate in Adam’s mind. But it was for the best.
Adam would often ask what had happened to him, but Dean, Sam, and Castiel would always quickly change the subject. Whenever Adam asked me, I simply came up with an excuse to run away with my tail between my legs rather than lie to his face. But there was one little problem:
Adam was starting to fall for me.
It wasn’t exactly a secret, but he had never actually told me in his own words. I had fallen for him too, which only made it harder to keep the secret of his past.
”Oh, you’re awake?” I asked,looking up from the book I was reading when Adam appeared from his bedroom. He shrugged, rubbing the sleep from his eyes and not bothering to fix his messy hair. His face looked troubled, and the bags under his eyes signaled he probably hadn’t slept at all. I sat up in my bed, setting the book down and studied Adam. ”Are you okay?”
”I’m not sure.” He murmured. ”I keep having these weird…nightmares, I guess. They’re horrible.” A sudden pang of guilt hit my stomach, but I gulped.
”Do you wanna stay with me?” I offered, gesturing to the open bed space beside me.
”Yeah.” Adam replied quietly, giving me a small smile that made my head spin. He crawled onto the bed and threw the covers over him and he turned to look at me, his blue eyes pinning me to the spot. ”Do you wanna cuddle?” He asked cheekily, and I felt my face burn red, but instead of waiting for my answer, he just propped himself up and pulled me against him, wrapping his arm around me. If there was one place I loved the most, it was probably here, being in Adam’s arms. I rested my head in the crook of hie neck and breathed in the familiar smell of him I couldn’t quite describe.
”Are you okay now?” I asked and Adam laughed softly.
”Yeah, now that I’m with you.” He said, sending shivers up your spine. A silence filled the air. I didn’t know what to say, what if Adam had been dreaming of his time in the cage? What was I supposed to tell him then? ”My dreams are…pretty vivid.” Adam said finally. I groaned inwardly. ”It’s like, being tortured, every night. Its intense pain and there’s this…voice. This horrible, horrible voice that keeps telling me that ‘I will never forget.’ Its almost like…a memory.” My breathing almost stopped.
”Oh.” Was all I could manage. A million thoughts were whirling through my mind. What would happen if Adam found found out about the cage? Would he be mad at me? Or would he lose complete control over his senses, like Sam had? I pushed away from Adam, sitting up on the bed.
”Y/N? What’s wrong?” He asked, probably seeing the alarm in my eyes as he sat up as well. What was I going to do? I didn’t want to lie to him at all, but what could I saw without giving everything away? Don’t say anything then said a voice in my head. I sidled up closer to him.
”Maybe you should just get your mind off these dreams.” I began, and placed both my hands around his neck tentatively. Adam stared at me. He knew exactly what I meant. I leaned in slowly, lips parted eyes closed and pressed my mouth against his, fireworks going off in my head. He kissed back, lips hungry against mine, the thoughts of his nightmares already forgotten.
He had kissed me before, we kissed a lot actually. But we somehow never got around to telling each other how we felt about one another. My hands ran through his hair as his own were on my waist. His teeth nipped at my lip causing groan to escape from my lips. Adam took the opportunity to flip me around and push me onto the bed, peppering kisses on my neck, sending shivers of pleasure through my body until he stopped suddenly.
”I know everyone is hiding something from me.” He said finally. My jaw dropped and I scrambled to my knees.
”Wh-what do you mean?” I gasped and Adam rolled his eyes.
”Don’t act as if you don’t know. I’ve been here for about a year, and I don’t remember anything that happened before. These nightmares that I keep having are too real to just be nightmares. So say it. I know there’s something you’re not telling me.” I cursed myself inwardly. I knew he was gonna ask me at some point, but did he have to kiss me to get it out of me? Nevertheless I pulled myself together and gave him a miserable stare.
”Oh god, I’m sorry Adam.” I managed, everything just started breaking down inside of me. ”I wish I told you sooner, but everyone thought it was for your own good.” Adam’s eyes narrowed.
”What is that supposed to mean?” He asked and I put a shaky hand on his cheek.
”Its been so hard not telling you.” I whispered, ”I just don’t want you to hate me.” Adam took my hand in both of his.
”I could never hate you.” He promised, eyes boring into mine. We’ll see about that. ”Just tell me.” I took a deep breath. This could cost Adam his sanity.
”Before we found you in those woods,” I began, ”There was this…war. A war against Lucifer. You know about that right?” Adam nodded impatiently. ”And the archangel Michael needed a vessel, but since Dean wouldn’t agree to it, Michael chose you.” I glanced at him, looking for a reaction, but Adam just nodded for me to continue. ”And when Michael and Lucifer finally faced off, Dean managed to push them back into this…prison…this cage in hell that was powerful enough to capture two archangels.” Adam seemed to be putting two and two together.
”So…” Adam began, but I cut him off.
”You fell into the Cage with Lucifer, Adam. You fell into hell with Satan. Who on this earth can be sane after that, huh? Those nightmares you have are memories from the pit, and the only reason why no one told you is because we didn’t want you to let those memories consume you.” Adam stared blankly at me.
”What do you mean…consume me?” He asked slowly.
”I mean, go crazy. When we finally got you out of the cage, we thought that if we never told you, you wouldn’t remember, and not remembering is better than going through hell all over again.” I explained. Adam’s eyes were wide with disbelief. I peered at him, praying to Cas that he wouldn’t fall to the floor. But he was…okay.
”Adam?” I whispered, ”Are you okay?” Adam finally looked up at me, eyes glazed over. He shook his head but he leaned forward and threw his arms around me, pressing me closer to him in a desperate hug.
”Thank you.” He breathed in my ear.
”Are you going to be okay?” I asked again.
”Eventually,” He replied, ”With you here, I think I’ll be okay.”
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