Out of nowhere a mass of water appeared, she took my hand and pulled me in. There was a pinky and purple bright light within the coral and weed and for the first time in a long time i didnt feel worry or guilt. My back didnt hurt, my ribs where straight, everything was in the right place and i could just breath

As i submerged myself i felt the weight lift from my hair and all i could think about was how much i wanted this feeling of excitement forever.
She didnt have a name, it all happened so fast and although our time was short, i feel she came to me for a reason - to remind me that its not so bad and life is fun and to just, now and then, take a moment to breath and remember who i am and remember the real, happy, fun, nice me inside and that although i am in pain and havent slept for days that somewhere i will find repose in ways whether it be in a smell, a friend, coral, colours or a dream. 

It was one of the nicest dreams i’ve had and i hope i go back there again tonight.