I know you’re hurt.
Stop sugar coating your feelings, don’t try to hide them, to suppress them. Embrace it. Feel the pain. Feel it with every limb of your body, every pore, every cell must ache.
Hurt for broken promises, hurt for memories, hurt for yourself. Remember that his opinion about you does not define you. Never mind how long it lasted, it’s normal to feel it as a lifetime. Don’t jump stages, it’s okay to be mad and it’s fine to be sad, don’t pretend it’s okay.
So things didn’t go as planned, that’s life. And that’s fine. Lessons are the best you’ll ever get from people. Appreciate them, learn to accept them. Forgive. Forgive him, for giving up, forgive yourself for trying too hard. His lack of interest is oblivion, you are good enough. In fact, there will be someone someday who thinks you’re not only enough but out of his reach. When you find it hold on tight. For now, loosen up, and just be.
// volkkkk , I love u this one’s for us.