I got to speak with you a few times. You shared most of your story with me, if only vaguely and without details. You went through hell and worse and you stuck through it for so long. You were strong, friend. You were bold. You were enduring and loving and wise beyond your years. And I love you. I want you to know that all of us care. I want you to know that all of us hope you’re in a better place right now. I want you to know that the majority of people here are bawling their eyes out because of this. I want you to know that you will be remembered. I want you to know, that you were loved.

And you will always be loved. 

~ Arhavis, and the entire fandom. 

It's that time.

I’m slowly approaching my next tumblr milestone (squeeee) of 200 followers 

(PS you guys are the best, for reals.)

and so, i’m going to announce what that prize thingymadoohicker for that milestone is going to be right now

*drum roll*

in addition, to the prizes from my 100 follower milestone (which included a personalized fanfic of your prompting, and a shoutout) i’m going to include for my 200th follower a subscription on twitch to the person of your choice

that’s right. you heard me. a subscription on twitch. you choose when/what name you want it under and i’ll pay the 4.95 for the subscription, and hopefully you’ll get a shoutout from that person! i’m mainly a captainsparklez blog but it doesn’t have to be jordan, you can pick who you want ^^

alrighty. well that’s all i really wanted to share for this one. i hope you guys are excited :D

Watch on

I was listening to Ty Segall on today’s WTF podcast and he kept mentioning Mikal Cronin. I knew Ty played with him and that Mikal made his own music but i never had the chance to check it out. WHAT THE HELL WAS I DOING WITH MY LIFE?!! I think i will be listening to Mikal’s music for the rest of the week…day AND night! I especially love this video with Ty playing along.

i just want to say this

i don’t know you, i don’t know what you’ve been through, and none of that matters. 

i need every single one of you to know that i am here for you. 

you have a splinter? i got ways to get rid of it painlessly. 

you have an idea for a silly story you want written? shoot it my way, i love getting prompts. 

school got you down? been there done that! talk to someone who survived and thrived through it

your significant other making your heart hurt? i can listen to you tear them apart until you feel better or give you advice if you want

you just need an ask box to randomly type out all the crap that’s in your head? mine’s open 24/7

you’re having suicidal thoughts and you need someone to hear you out? 

talk to me. i’ve been there too. 

i just need all of you, everyone who’s following me, who finds this in the tag, who sees this from a reblog, wherever however or whenever you find this post. i need you to know that i love you, and that i’m here for you.