lso i shoudl post htis now before i fall asleep but i jsut watned to let u gusy knwo that i think im fine now and ithat im pretty sure john is ok 

and u gyys really helped me get thru tough shit tonight and we had fun adn than k u so much and u maria dn god all fo u /smooches ur faces

i had a dream last night that was like 9 different dreams so ya

first i was in new york then i was in florida and those were in like 3 of the dreams 

but then for some reason me adn paiten were like traveling around like the world, and i saw a bunhc of my internet buds, and then we were in new zealand and we say maria and ethan and then like i woke up

wow what a gr8 dream /half sarcasm