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mrsxso SHET KA GEE GULO MO POTEK PERO okeh kalma napagisip isip ko na kawawa ka naman kung di ka makakatanggap ng letter mula sa idol mong cutie (ako) kaya eto na gagawin ko na para sa no. 1 fan ko (ikaw) hays kainis di nga ako nagreblog neto kasi nasasabaw ako baka wala lang akong masabi sa magm-message pero okay fayn dahil loves kita (yiee kilig peps amp) at baka umiyak ka dahil di kita ginawan ng letter hahahahaha eto na okeh ano bang sasabihin ko? uhhm… ayon ang ganda ng langit tapos yung mga stars ang ganda din kasing ganda ko hays hahahahaha joke ikaw pala yung maganda yie totoo yun baka di ka maniwala ha ano ba i promised to myself that from now on i will always tell da truth and nothing but only da truth hahahaha charot pero yun nga gusto din kita ma meet kayo nila pibi kat awwe attend din kayo ng mga meet ups para masaya hahahahahaha tapos ano kelan birthday mo? hahahaha shets wala na kong masabi basta love you bye x

[7:31:39 PM] Nigsper: I KNOW YOU DID NOT PUT THAT ON MY FACE
[7:31:52 PM] Gay Magm a: :3c
[7:32:06 PM] Nigsper: M ORGAN
[7:32:32 PM] Gay Magm a: I almost put some on the ass too
[7:33:35 PM] Nigsper: hIS FUCKING FACE
[7:33:36 PM] Nigsper: JSUt
[7:33:49 PM] Nigsper: I SEEN TOO MANY DICKS IN MY LIFE
[7:34:25 PM] Gay Magm a: ‘theres no going back now’

dropping this here bc theres no way in hell this is going on dA w/ a certain person following me there

character (c) rakashama

Walang magm’make up sa akin sa monday hahahaha eh si mama di marunong. Then I have to do it myself, light make up lang naman gagawin ko. Graduation naman a’attendan ko at hindi birthday party na parang hinire ako bilang clown. Nakapag-isip na ko kung ano ang gagawin ko at bukas ip’practice ko na. Anastasia Steele na look hahahaha yung gagawin kong make-up nung ininterview niya si Christian tapos yung buhok naman yung ginawa niya nung graduation niya dun. Omg I’m so excited hahahahahaha sana di ko ma-fail sarili ko.

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Ex

After almost 2 or 3 years I guess of no communication, bigla nalang magme-message sayo yung Ex mo then kakamustahin ka? Well eto, sobrang ganda HAHAHA.

He just let me remind those tears I had wasted on him. He didn’t deserve it either. Hindi ko alam bakit nagparamdam sya ulit. But I won’t let him to mess up my life again.

3/28/15 part II

The closure

The moment i picked up the call i know there’s something about it. Umiyak nga ako once i heard her voice. Kinamusta niya ko, she tried to make a conversation pero wala talaga akong masabi. Isang sagot isang tanong, after the call ended i just cried. Siguro nga eto yung telephaty ko sakanya hahaha puta hanggang ngayon hindi pa din nawawala, weird pero part of me knows what she feels tapos saka lang magme-make sense sakin lahat after ng isang sitwasyon. Hindi ko alam kung pano ko nakuha yon, kahit siya hindi niya alam to. 

So anyway, we talked. And she started talking things about us, that she’s thankful, and that she’ll pray for me to get better. Tapos na laman kong totoo nga yung sakanila ni ‘ANO’. Fml. Break na kami yes, wala na din akong karapatan para magalit pero idk why ang bilis niya maka move on, i will never know and i will never ask again. We remained bestfriends, which is a good thing because we really are bestfriends. May nawala na mabigat sa loob ko, siguro nga ito lang yun iniintay ko, yung katotoohanan para mapakawalan ko na din yung sarili ko, same goes to her. Hindi ko din naman masisisi kung ano yung nararamdaman at nakakapagpasaya sakanya eh di ba? We started as friends, we end up being bestfriends. Yun nga lang ang masakit don, you watch the person you love most love somebody else. That’s sacrifice. Wala naman akong pinagsisisihan sa lahat, kelangan ko na lang talagang tumigil umaasa at maging masaya para sakanya. 

Pero may problema pa din siya at kung ano yung problema niya, problema ko din. I hope she gets through this, yun yung inaalala ko sakanya. Uunahin niya pamilya niya kesa sa sarili niya, which is not bad pero paano yung gusto mo? Paano yung ikakasaya mo? Di ba pwede naman niyang gawin both at the same time pero masyadong complicated and i want to help her. 

But i have to help myself move on first. That’s the thing about love, you make sacrifices, even if it’s your own happiness. I’ll get through this. Ito na nga yung part na masaya lang siya, okay na ko. 

So totoong magm-move kami hahaha wala ang saya ko lang =)))) gusto ko kasing gumawa ulit ng mga memories pero yung mga mangyayari, aayusin ko na. Gusto ko more happy memories, less lang yung sa sad. Kung pwede nga lahat happy na lang eh. Hahaha tsaka yung lilipatan namin mga 5x ng bahay namin ngayon. Malaki talaga siya. Ayoko naman na super laki ng bahay kasi nakakatakot pero gorabells na haha :)

  • Nigsper:you have soft boob tho
  • Nigsper:like
  • Nigsper:s O F T
  • Gay Magm a:SO FT
  • Nigsper:IT IS THO
  • Nigsper:I LEGIT THOUGHT IT WAS UR BELLY FO RA SPLIT SECOND
  • Nigsper:AND THEN IM LIKE
  • Nigsper:THIS FEELS SMALLER THHAN A BELLY
  • Nigsper:AND SOFTER
  • Gay Magm a:O GHMHY
  • Nigsper:FUCK AM I FEELING AT
  • Nigsper:LOOKS AT
  • Nigsper:OH IT BOOB
  • Gay Magm a:OH MY GOD
  • Gay Magm a:I EVEN TOLD U IT WAS A BOOB
  • Nigsper:I DIDNT HEAR IT
  • Gay Magm a:LIKE UR HABD WAS MOSTLY ON IT AND I FU CKIN
  • Gay Magm a:'racoda dat a boob' aND YOU UFKCIN
  • Gay Magm a:MOVED YOUR A HDN ON IT MORE AND IM JUST TOO HIGH
  • Gay Magm a:TO GIVE A FUCK
  • Nigsper:I DIDNT KNOW
  • Nigsper:I NEVER FELT
  • Nigsper:YOUR BOOB BEFORE
  • Gay Magm a:I
  • Gay Magm a:WOULDVER
  • Gay Magm a:NEVER
  • Gay Magm a:HGUESSED
  • Nigsper:FUCKING
  • Nigsper:I AIMED AT THE WRONG/RIGHT SPOT
  • Nigsper:AND JUST
  • Gay Magm a:F UXJUGBF
  • Nigsper:OH MY HANDS ON YOUR MILKJUG
  • Gay Magm a:MI LK JUG
  • Gay Magm a:FUFJCKIBUDFGU
  • Gay Magm a:I CANT
  • Nigsper:AND THEN FUCKING
  • Nigsper:JULIAN SAID SOMETHING
  • Nigsper:AND JUST
  • Nigsper:GROPEBOOB
  • Gay Magm a:ng l
  • Gay Magm a:if i hadnt had that mtn dew
  • Gay Magm a:i wouldve mov ed ur hand earlier
  • Gay Magm a:or rather
  • Gay Magm a:moved it at all
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Day 79/365

NSTP DAY!!

Second to the last session na namin sa center. Next week, 27 hours na kami!! YEYYYY. On the other side, we know mamimiss namin tong makukulit na kiddos na to. Kahit na nagkakainisan na kami with the kids sa sobrang kulit, nakakamiss pa din. Iba kasi yung joy na nabibigay nila sayo, sobrang transparent nila sa lahat ng nararamdaman nila and naf-feel nila hehe. So next week, magc-conduct kami ng mini “farewell” party para sakanila hehe.

After ng nstp namin, magm-meet sana kami ni mama sa may Guada para mag-eat kaso sobrang traffic sa may lagpas ng toll gate pa-magallanes ugh. Tas ang gulo gulo pa ng katabi ko irituh. Ang init init na nga galaw pa ng galaw sarap sapakin hahaha!

P.S. Hoping this sem and school year ends na becoz I’m so tired na of going to school and commuting errday 😭 (conyo fever!) 😂