just told my boyfriend that I will punch his ex in the face if she tries anything while we are camping. I really have no clue where this aggression comes from, people would say low self esteem but I think it’s more my ‘take no shit’ attitude of the last few months.
Maybe I should do some kind of fighting sport, a self defense course or some krav magav or something… Whenever I go out drinking I’m almost looking for a fight. The people I verbally attack are way out of line but ignoring them/gently letting them down just as most of the girls do when they go out would be a much easier solution.
I used to be such a nice gentle kind person, in any situation except when I thought something wasn’t fair (mainly people getting bullied).
I need to get more balanced. But on the other hand I’ve been told my whole life to smile and be nice and graceful and I really shouldn’t care.