madasplath replied to your post: i should have gone to treatment instead of…

serious question,do you actually regret going to uni? im about to start in the fall b/c i think itll fix~ things but part of thinks i might crack and should do treatment idk

i literally can’t put into words how much i would urge you to not go this autumn and to take time out for treatment instead. it’s my biggest regret. yes i am more stable than i was in september but everyone else i know who came to university with an eating disorder deteriorated rapidly, and there are far too many areas i have made no progress/lapsed in. i thought it would fix things too but it doesn’t, it makes it worse if anything. please please please put treatment before school. especially if there is treatment on offer for you atm. being at uni and having an eating disorder is hell. 

madasplath said:

Dorian I've always wanted to know if you remember playing "pretend" with me when we lived in Duncan and promising that I could be Zelda after you pretended to be her and then after we played with me as link you denied the promise and we never played pretend-Zelda again

yes you have ensured i never forget this, my deepest shame. though iirc it was Saria we both wanted to be?

either way i’m not proud of my mistakes

madasplath said:

for your meme do One Direction (they count as characters now. shh)

Not My TypeAlright | Cute | Adorable | Pretty | Gorgeous | LORD HAVE MERCY

Not My Type | Alright | Cute | Adorable | Pretty | Gorgeous | LORD HAVE MERCY

Not My Type | Alright | Cute | Adorable | Pretty | Gorgeous | LORD HAVE MERCY

Not My Type | Alright | Cute | Adorable | Pretty | Gorgeous | LORD HAVE MERCY

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