sometimes, crying is the only way our eyes can speak when our mouth cant explain how broken our heart really is.


grunge/ lucid ☯


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♡ “LIES” ♡

Dear future boyfriend,

i  sit here in awe wondering who you are and when you’d come by. the days go by and i wonder when you’ll i’ll get to meet you. when we met, we’ll both know we are meant to be. i hope you like going to concerts and traveling. we’ll be constantly going to your favorite shows. i’ll make sure to get up really damn early so you can be first in lie, and i will make it happen every time. i love making you happy, your smile lightens up my life. i will do anything i can just to make you feel better. your face lightens up when you see Neck Deep in front of your eyes, we see them preform, then we get to meet them afterwards. i get you their autographs and some pictures. i also buy you a beanie,vinyl and a shirt. we long board home on the rainy night in the city and we stop and get your favorite, coffee and pizza. i cannot believe i love you so much. you are my everything, i am so flawed and you’re so beautiful. what made you love someone like me? i want to hold you in my arms and love you and just never let go. everyone calls us so cute,and i smile because it’s true. i have your selfies that you think are so ugly as my favorites. i always text you every morning with a long paragraph that i know will light your heart up, in between the day i randomly call you and let you know i’m okay, and before i go to sleep, i let you know how much i love you and that i hope you sleep good. i care about you so much, you have no idea. i’d sacrifice everything in my life just to be able to see you. please be mine forever. i will give you my all, if you give me yours. 


Hey, Jennovianators(that’s what I’ve decided to call you guys because we are one big group of awkwardness in unison💗) I’m having a meet up @ Rockaway Townsquare(Mall) on VALENTINES DAY at around 2PM outside of Forever 21. The address is: 301 Mount Ave, Rockaway, NJ.
Let me know if you can come by tagging me on INSTAGRAM. (Username in profile) LETS SHUT DOWN THE MALL PEEPS!🐣🐥💘

My dad gave me this to wear on the night of my 8th grade prom because I didn’t have a date… I have a good dad.

(it’s been a few years)