love-meeeeh

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But the blood on my hands scares me to d e a t h
                                                       Maybe I’m waking up today

1. I will morph myself into metaphors; my veins will be of tangled threads that will strengthen my backbone made from frailty, the crown of my head will be filled with nothing but oblivion, my eyes will steal the luminosity of the lonely moon that longs to keep you company during achingly cold nights.

2. I will throw away all of my preconceived notions of what love is. Because in truth, love is you. Love is seeing what’s there in front of you and embracing every little thing. From the speck of dust to the sun with its overwhelming warmth. Love is reaching out and feeling your smile against my fingertips.

3. I will sigh your name in between cries of pleasure and whimpers of longing. My fingernails will leave marks on your back that speak of a night when thirst and hunger were satisfied with two puzzle pieces turning into one. You’ll have your name etched on my nudity and my name right beside the scar on your chest.

4. I will love you with complete abandonment of promises. I will live in the moment. With you. Not with the past, nor the future. But with what’s in the moment — the lifeless buzz of people hurrying down the street, the soft pitter-patter of rain against the windows, the squeal of a young child running to the park, the smell of freshly brewed coffee, the sight of a perfect yellow-orange hue of sunsets, the view outside our house, the lingering fragrance of a night spent in making love.

—  this is how i will love you (2) | mediwriter

Rose left the library with a spring in her step. There were exams coming up soon and she spent the afternoons studying. She missed the hustle of the hospital but sitting in a room full of books was always comfortable. London, like always, was busy but unlike most of the people hurrying past, rushing to get home for dinner, Rose took her time and enjoyed the warmer air and noise of the city. She’d be heading back to the library soon but couldn’t get her stomach to stop rumbling and was hunting down somewhere for something to eat. 

There were a few places she frequented and deciding italian was the cuisine of the evening, Rose made her way to a small deli she went to often. It was only a few streets away and by the time she was pushing the door open her mouth was watering at the thought of what she could eat. There were only a few tables in the place and Rose was surprised to see a familiar face at one of them. 

  [ after accidentally falls asleep for a few minutes in one of
the chairs at the library, but it was enough for her to have
one of her nightmares of being back with the witches
     with a gasp, leah abruptly awakes, eyes flashing yellow
and growling lowly while she looks around to try and
separate dream from reality. forcing herself to calm down
when she realizes that there’s no threat in sight. ]

anonymous asked:

Not sure if this went through or if you were just uncomfortable and didn't answer but how is sex regarded in Tevinter? Is it very different from the rest of Thedas?

Ah, sorry friend! I had never received it! Thank you for sending it again, however.

Anyway, sex in Tevinter is… limited knowledge. We know that it is encouraged between strong Houses and bloodlines of the opposite sex. If only for the sole purpose of creating an invaluable heir. Sex between men, as we have learned, is accepted, but not really praised. It’s a love-hate relationship. You can have sex, it’s normal, but anything more than that and it’s shameful. Disrespectful.

I feel like the rest of Thedas reflects that of the world nowadays in real life. Most Andrastians, like those who follow Christianity, believe men and woman are meant to be. I can see that. There are those who are queer, like Sera or Dorian, and there are those who are pansexual, like Iron Bull. There are also those that are bisexual, like Cullen and the entire crew of Dragon Age II.

Now, like I said before, Tevinter is almost rebellious against the rest of Thedas, minus Qunari-controlled lands. Looking to this, I believe there is a status of we will be above these people and heterosexuality is therefore praised for being ‘pure’. Because bloodlines and heirs and Tevinter politics with the whole power and title thing. Tevinter is incredibly selfish as a country, despite it’s whole freedom for mages thing.

Sex, specifically, is ignored. As in, do whatever the hell you want. Not that I think they respect the decision to go against the lifted heteronormality, but I do believe they allow it. If only to appease those who are, let’s say, different.

anonymous asked:

SURPRISE BEAUTIFUL PERSON! ONCE YOU GET THIS, YOU MUST PUT IT INTO AT LEAST 8 PEOPLE’S ASKS (ANONYMOUSLY) WHO DESERVE IT. IF YOU BREAK THE CHAIN, NOTHING BAD WILL HAPPEN, BUT IT IS NICE TO KNOW THAT SOMEONE THINKS YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT. HELP SPREAD ANON LOVE, NOT HATE

Omg i’ve already done this so I won’t pass it on but YOU ANONS ARE SO NICE COME OFF ANON AND LOVE MEEEEH YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL I LOVE YOU ;___;