You Won't Meet A Girl Sat In Your Room Listening To Music (But Some Songs Can Still Give You Butterflies)
  • You Won't Meet A Girl Sat In Your Room Listening To Music (But Some Songs Can Still Give You Butterflies)
  • Crywank
  • James Is Going To Die Soon
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“I just miss affection, with pure intention”

i’m not okay, and that’s okay.

// hiding - pianos become the teeth // heartbeat in the brain - the world is a beautiful place & i am no longer afraid to die // to see you alive - flatsound // grim reaper - teen suicide // plague -  seahaven // never saw it coming - tigers jaw // please don’t tell my father that i used his 1996 honda accord to destroy the town - pet symmetry // cigarettes and old perfume - have mercy // who cares (daytrotter) - owen. // show me how you self destruct - old gray // never meant - american football // heart of gold - mat kerekes // the day you took the good away - front porch step // swimming pool - the front bottoms //

link to the youtube playlist here.

this consists of lofi indie, spoken word, pop punk and acoustic shit songs. 

enjoy~

Don't Call Me At All
  • Don't Call Me At All
  • Flatsound
  • Sleep
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"It’s not that I don’t have words to say 
I just don’t want to be the one that speaks them 
I’d rather keep it secret until we reach it 
So I’ll rest my head on the glory of this sorrow 
I know it’s hard to swallow, but tomorrow 
We’ll start new 

And I remember the lines I thought that I’d forgotten 
'Your only flaw is that you’re flawless'
I’m so full of shit, I’m surprised you bought it 
But to say that I don’t care is more or less astounding 
Because I wrote an entire album about us drowning 
Wasn’t that enough? 

Now I’m haunted by all these holes found in my armor 
And if my heart beats any harder, I will lose it 
Well congratulations, I didn’t know 
You two had made things so official 
Just don’t call me when it fizzles 
In fact, don’t call me at all”

Teenage Breakup Song
  • Teenage Breakup Song
  • Dandelion Hands
  • Sing Me Something Sweet To Sleep To
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"I’m laying here 
Deleting all your letters 
Hundred sixty character love notes 
And I hope you know 
You left my heart looking like a kaleidoscope
I just can’t put the pieces together 

Because of you I can’t stand this weather 
The rain reminds me of your lips 

I’m sure you’re fine 
Forget me and move on to the next guy 
Some better looking boy with a perfect smile 
Maybe you’ll even stick around awhile 
And do good on the things you promised me 
Like staying from now ‘til forever 
I guess I just wasn’t worth it 

This is my teenage breakup song 
For the girl that couldn’t stay too long 
Here’s to all the nights I couldn’t get to sleep 
From missing you so hard 

It’s gonna be tough 
Walking around school 
Thinking about nothing but you 
But I guess my heart 
Will find a way back home without you 
I’ll miss our songs 
But I guess that I can find some new ones 
With a girl who won’t break this heart 

This is my teenage breakup song 
For the girl that couldn’t stay too long 
Here’s to all the nights I couldn’t get to sleep 

This is my teenage breakup song 
For the girl that couldn’t stay too long 
Here’s to all the nights I couldn’t get to sleep 
From missing you so hard 

This is my teenage breakup song”

head over to friendship cemetery, 

picking flowers for your special someone, 

pain has just begun, 

you want me dead 

like every other murderer in this world, 

you want me dead 

like every other murderer in this world, 

you want me dead, 

the wishes are growing in the field, 

but we cut them down like our legs, 

cry for the amputees, 

this is my reality (not yours), 

but the real beauty and evanescence in this society isn’t fleeting *sarcasm* 

you want me dead like every other murderer in this world 

Just think of all the people who feel lost and lonely and terrified of mankind ad the universe that encompasses us, 

now think of them taking shits, 

(suffer, suffer, suffer, suffer, suffer, suffer) 

the human condition, 

suffer, 

ignorance is bliss, 

(suffer, suffer, suffer, suffer for nothing) 

wishes grow in friendship cemetery 

*hopeful shift* 

[make your bed and go outside, breathe in the light, this is yours]

ALBUM OF THE WEEK // Elvis Depressedly - holo pleasures

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Album of the Week: Tyler Hanan [4/20/13]

Elvis Depressedly, still somehow out-lofi-ing and out-sadding Mat Cothran’s bigger headliner Coma Cinema, returns as triumphantly as these downers can get. The stay is brief, as is tradition, as the Birdtapes-released holo pleasures clocks in at just over twelve minutes.

Revisiting the past few Elvis Depressedly releases in preparation for this (yes, actually preparation) left me feeling pretty down. Have you heard the end of hotter sadness? That’s some pretty cynical stuff. Here are the names of the last three tracks alone: “i bought a gun,” “hurt everything,” and “i can’t wait for you to die.” That’s a lot for a simple, impressionable young mind (mine) to process.

Starting into holo pleasures, it’s immediately recognizable as Elvis Depressedly, or, perhaps more accurately, Mat Cothran. holo pleasures isn’t as unnerving as the end of hotter sadness, and the more consistent, mid-tempo nature sounds a bit more like a Coma Cinema release. The production may be upped just a tic, but that wonderful lofi sound and simple-yet-effective arrangements are all there (as opposed to the excellent new, hifi-minded Coma Cinema track “Satan Made A Mansion”). Cothran’s low, fuck-all voice fits the tunes like a glove, as ever. I can’t say it’s any more upbeat than before, but it seems a bit less cynical - despite the song title “pepsi/coke suicide.”

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I Like You
  • I Like You
  • Dandelion Hands
  • It's All In Your Head
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"I am scared to say I miss you 
Last time I had you, I should have kissed you 
These feelings fester up inside 
But how could I deny these butterflies?

I hope I’m not stuck on your waiting list 
Because I dream of you in colors that don’t exist 
And I think it’s high time for you to know 

I like you, I like you, I like you 
And I hope you like me too”

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