Alex hadn’t been feeling too “up” about herself. If anything, she felt down. Unfortunately, though, she didn’t feel anything. The blonde felt numb. She has learned how to numb herself a wlong time ago, and used the same method now. Alex knew it was wrong, but she couldn’t help it. He’d messed things up more than usual and it wasn’t with any regular person; she’d messed things up with Zach. Now, Alex liked Zach-of course she did, or she would not have kissed him or gone of a first date with him-but she didn’t love him. She hadn’t loved anyone in so long.
The blonde waited for Rupert to arrive. She needed advice and someone to talk to and console her. Alex was in a really bad place. She knew she didn’t want to be there, though.