I am going to say about April was when I saw Nic at Taco Bell and Ethan said I thought that he was cute.
I denied it like hell. I knew who he was. He was the older brother of a kid Ethan used to hang out with in Elementary school. He was a kid I would stare at in the high school because he was cute. I knew nothing about him. I saw him again when me and Shilo went there and met Taco Bell Dan… that is a completely different story though.
Shilo talked to him a bit and said she knew him. I stood there awkwardly as she talked to him. I have come to realize that when I am awkward about something I seem stand offish and like stuck up. I forgot about him during the summer and around September during one the bonfires that Shilo had I saw him again and was pretty surprised to see him there. I don’t know why but I was. I didn’t talk to him. I kept in my safe place and talked only to Harley.
October 2nd the day after my birthday was another bonfire and I helped out a bit more than I did the time before. I didn’t hold anything back that night. I just was me without being shy about it and I ended up talking to Nic. After that is pretty much when our friendship started to expand.
It’s so crazy because if you were to go back to that April when I saw him working and tell me that I was going to be with him one day I would tell you, you were on crack. It’s funny how things happen.