So I'm leaving for Spain in 27 days.

Quite frankly, I’m freaking out. I remember the days when I was so excited about studying abroad in the sunny, sunny Spain for a whole year, practically counting down the days. Unfortunately, those days are long gone.

Since then, my emotional and mental state has gone downhill and now I’m worried. Hence why I’m dedicating a whole page to my Spain adventures. Hopefully, writing about the things that happen will make me appreciate the whole experience more, and make it easier to get through.

Although quite frankly, I’m warning you about the possibility of rants and complaints about how bad it is, and how much I miss my boyfriend and friends, and how I’m coming home…

Sorry in advance.

confusedsquirrelat said:

Honesty time! 5, 7 and 35 :)

5: what’s something you’re not looking forward to?

Quite honestly, my exam on Monday. I spent the whole of last week focusing on an economics exam, since that needed immense preparation, and now I have 2 days to prepare for my next exam and absolutely no motivation to do so :(

7: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?

Yes. 3 days ago, I was hanging out with a boy I’m seeing, so yeah :P

35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?

I think with the right person I can. My last relationship lasted literally 3 months, and honestly, it wasn’t even a great relationship. In fact, by the end of it, it downright blew. Hence why it ended :P

It’s a wonder how I turned out so open-minded and understanding with parents who can’t even understand people dressing the way they want to. 

And let’s not even get into the topics of gay marriage!

Ugh. So frustrated at their incompetence.