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Ben, Charlie + Rachel | Flashback | 1.01

"I want you to really, really remember what it tastes like, okay?"

no but

bigender punk valjean who’s studying idfk someone else with more valjean knowledge figure this out i tried in university

and ze winds up in a ‘law and gender’ class with self-loathing demiromantic homosexual criminal justice major javert

and they’re pretty much constantly arguing but valjean is always incredibly easy and kind with hir arguments and easily wins over the rest of the class whenever ze speaks but javert has trouble getting over the way that ze dresses and hates that ze’s so comfortable with hirself

and eventually, as it goes, Things Get Intense And They Do It.

my mOM GOT ME A GRILLED CHEESE COOKER A WHILE AGO SO THAT I CAN MAKE GRILLED CHEESE AT FOUR AM WITHOUT WAKING ANYONE UP WITH OUR OLD AND LOUD OVEN AND IT WORKS WONDERFULLY I MADE LIKE THREE GRILLED CHEESES TODAY 

I feel so tired

I feel tired of life already,
And I’m still young,
Will a smile ever come?
I feel so tired,
Like I no-longer want to wake,
From my dreams,
After everything I’ve seen,
And the memories,
My heart feels forever broken.
.
I cry as I try to sleep,
It’s not even night,
Still light,
Yet I want to dream,
Fall asleep,
Because alive feels like screams.
.
No point to wake up,
For there’s nothing fun,
Is there light,
When awake in real life?
.
Can I be repaired?
I feel too broken,
Broken that feels like forever,
More broken after everything,
And I just sit and cry,
Feeling like I want to die.
.
It brakes my heart,
When things don’t always last,
And I don’t get treated the way I should.
.
I’m so tired,
Can you wake me up?
I feel so sad when I awake,
Heartache is hard to take,
Forever crying,
Dying,
With no-one to save,
No-one to dry the tears,
That fall,
From my eyes,
As I die.
.
Poetry written and created by: Suzana Poljak
September/27/2014

I want to write, but I think maybe I’ll go to bed early tonight and write while I’m doing laundry tomorrow. Trying to get another update ready to go and up on Wednesday, but we’ll see. I would love to finish 40,000 Miles before the new season starts. Might not make it, but I’m gonna try.

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