Nakakapagpabagabag pero sana basahin MO at nyo.
I know this guy, he’s not that handsome. But he’s cute. He’s a little weird. Yeah just a little weird. But he’s so unique. At first, if you two pass by and look at each other you’ll say that he’s an arrogant person. But the truth is he’s not. He’s a very nice person. He’s so fun to be with. He loves his friends. It’s like there’s never a dull moment with him. It’s so fun to be around him. I’m so happy that I’m with him.
Approximately one week before he leaves the Philippines and sad to say, me.
God! I wish I could stop the time. Stop the time so he’ll just be with me. But I can’t. Sometimes I wish I didn’t know him. That I shouldn’t have met him. Maybe things would have been a lot easier for the both of us. Cause now he’s leaving. And it causes me a lot of pain. No. Too much heartache. Heartache cause I know that when he leaves, what we started will turn into something like the wind. Wind that is never sure when to pass you by again. Wind that will never go back for you to feel again.
I left my boyfriend for two years for him. Just for him. I never felt what I did with him before. I liked him from the very moment I met him. I don’t know. It’s like there’s a connection between the two of us that make me feel so much In love with him. And I wish I never did. It’s not that I’m having second thoughts about how I feel for him. Its just that every time the fact that he’s leaving hit me, makes me feel alone again.
I know that when you guys read this, a lot of you will say that time will come and I will learn how to forget him. Yeah you’re right. Everybody forgets. But not as soon as possible. Not as soon as that.
Sana di na dumating yung 24. Sana pag dating ng January 23 mag freeze ang oras. Ang dami ko pang gustong gawin kasama s’ya. Kulang na kulang yung oras eh. Sobrang kulang. Naiiyak nga ako habang tntype ‘to eh. Tangina gusto ko pa s’ya kasama matulog. Gusto ko pa s’ya makita sa umaga pag gising ko. Gusto ko pa s’ya kayakap. Gusto ko pa maamoy sa umaga pag gising ko yung mabango n’yang hininga. Gusto ko pa maranasan lahat ng masasayang bagay/pangyayari kasama s’ya. Gusto ko pa. Sobrang gusto ko pa. Dahil sobrang gusto ko s’ya. At sobrang gusto ko pa s’ya mahalin.