guns guns guns guns guns guns
15$ min wage
x games gold medal labor laws
private prison system down
kyrt cobayn
the monarchy his story trail of beer guts
rubber truck nuts
baby cancer
lsd hiv water dollars
the cure for freedom dumb serfs
fuck the police
fuck the police
student loan debt my neighbors god
angers in tweets i love
or chose a dark mass
on my lung
the president of WHAT
i am god
or hello my fellow gods
out brains all flicker
glow arm reaches out
i am me as we are she
or bla bla
paul is ded
naked under ground
was ashes ashes
thousands of nukes a broken line
between jokes
pat on the back of the man driving yr hummer off a cliff
were smoked
im 3 hells or some mexican restaurant we all like
a closet ppl sneak a few smokes
flowers and paul are chatting abt relationships
google hanging gardens
build a tree house
the forest by the cure
correct strangers spelling
we decide how to devide bills
i changed titles
flowers thought my bottle of smart water
was vodka
now hes talking abt his job
everyone is sharing
belly of the beast
i didnt know
how i die

Memorable Experience


Many of us have their own memorable experience, some are painful, embarrassing and most of the time we treasure the happy ones. This experience will make us for what we are now. Even if it was embarrassing, it’s not that we embarrassed ourselves. It’s that we treasure the moment with the one we love.

I have this memory of a friend. She was my first love and the same time she is one of my closest friends. When the time I first laid on eyes on her I fell in love with her. She got the most beautiful pair of eyes. We cuddle and sweet to each other. Some of my friends thought that she was my girlfriend and I was very shy of the thought. Then started that time we stopped seeing each other and it makes me sad. I love her but I’m afraid she does not feel the same way.

It’s been a week when I last saw her. I missed her so much. I could hardly concentrate on my studies anymore. Every time, I fight the urge to talk to her because I know if I would, she’ll going to neglect my presence. And it would be painful in my part. I’m really afraid of the thought that she’ll reject me. So I said to myself. “I don’t want to expect and assume anymore and that’s it. If we’re not meant to be, so be it. If we really are, I’m glad then”.

It was a fine morning; I went to school early that day because we have to present our “Hataw”. She was there standing beautifully at the center of the crowd. It makes me nervous although I am a good dancer; in fact I’m one of the members of a certain group called PCC Perfect Combination Crew.

The program end successfully. She approach and said these words to me, “hey, Kyrt I didn’t know that you were a good dancer, I’m proud of you!” And then she hugged me tight. I don’t know if that’s only my imagination that she misses me. As what I said, I don’t want to assume, so I played numb.

One day I heard that she got a boyfriend. I was really shock and jealous. As if I want to the punch that guy straight to his skull! I’ve been so afraid to confess my feelings straight to her. Days passed by, I observed that she’s happy with him. I have nothing to do with it. She’s happy now, what can I do? So I let go.

I don’t know what happen to us. Our closeness fades away. If I could turn back time I will confess my feelings to her. I regret those things I did before, I really do. I don’t know if you called this a happy experience because I used to be so happy with her company or painful one because I experience my very first heart break. You judge what kind of experience I had with her.

We know that every experience we encounter, we have a lesson to be learned. As for me, I learned that if you love, you bet it with your life because it better to do so, than regretting you never have done so.

It’s my little brother memorable experience. Quite interesting right?