Kyoki, just... stop. You'll feel more awful the more you continue that path. Turn off anon and call it a night. You can't tell me you are having fun, you're telling yourself lies now. This can't be fun for anyone. It more looks like self-destruction. Leave it be, calm down, sleep enough, for your own sake. Please.
//Not sure who is behind this Anon - although I might be suspecting someone…
But since this is no hate I will answer in a normal manner: Actually I’m having fun. I’m having so much fun it’s disgusting. Nevertheless it’s fun and I’m enjoying it - and I’m really honest with that statement.
And this is why I will let Anon turned on. I don’t need to hide. I WANT them to come in like a swarm of angry flies so I can squash them one by one.
Oh, I sleep enough, thanks. After all I only get up of bed so I’m tired again so I can sleep again recently… some amusing “self-destruction” how you call it might be a neat way to pass the time. Although I don’t see how I’m destroying myself here. Last time I checked I felt pretty fine. //