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The favorite spot.

Lagi ko sinasabi sakanila, ”Hay nako buti pa nga kayo pasukan na eh. Ako gustung-gusto ko na pumasok.”  Pag kasi may pasok na ko, medyo mageenjoy na ko kasi makikita ko na ulit mga college friends at magagawa na ulit mga kalokohan sa dorm. Pero kagabi, at nung isang gabi, at nung isa pang gabi, de, yung totoo, tuwing gabi, iniisip ko, ”Gusto ko na ba talaga pumasok?” Nagtalo bigla yung isip at puso ko. Lol. Di ko talaga alam kung gusto ko na pumasok. Madaming memories. Di ko yata kakayanin. Hayst lol. Parang kahit saan ako tumingin sa univ eh maaalala ko siya. Pwede bang umuwi ka na? Agad agad? Hahahaha. Hanggang ngayun umaasa padin ako na sa seventeen, may kakatok sa kwarto namin tapos sasabihin niya, ”Sam?”  Tapos bubuksan ko yung pinto, makikita ko siya with his Jansport bag, shirt, denim, sneakers, necklace, perfume (na sobrang bango) at ang smile at titig niya na nakakatunaw. Sht ang korni ko na. Hahahaha! Lol. Tama na nga.

 I miss you so much it hurts.

Okay, this is my first time using this kind of parody. It just a testing tho and I had this kind of conversation with Kulaso-chan so I made it to this app.

We could try something out of the ordinary while waiting, right? Pwede namang habang hinihintay kita, mag charity work ako (na super gusto ko gawin), okaya mag sulat ako, I can write a book, dapat pala hiningi ko kay Mr. Lloyd Luna yung book niya na hindi pa napa-publish which is entitled “Why I love you” ba yun. Basta something like that. Pwede rin ituloy ko na ang paggawa ng account sa wattpad at simulan ang fairytale story natin,  okaya kay Pampers ko nalang isulat. Mas magagwa ko yun, that’s my forte ;) Tapos mag aaral mabuti. Di dapat bababa ng 2 ang GWA ko sa natitirang 3 years. (I WISH!) Libre mangarap guys. :D Haha! Ayun, andami ko pang naiisip pero di ko alam how to put it to words. So yeah, pwede naman diba? Pero syempre while doing these things, I should know the reason why keeping myself busy. Should always know the reason. Pero syempre habang ginagawa tong mga to, aba e dapat hindi mo makalimutan kung para kanino ito ginagawa. Alangan! Hahahah! It’s good to feel na may maipagmamalaki ka pagdating niya. If you know what I mean. Ah basta! Do something worth the wait nalang. >:)< 

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^Makes me happy. =)) Medyo okay na ko. Nagkwento lang ako sakanya tungkol sa kasal namin tas eto masaya na ko. Hahaha. Lol. Daydreaming :”> Ganun talaga dapat, keep dreaming, matutuloy din to one day :”) Okay, Sam, maging masaya ka na. ;) Ayaw niya na malungkot ka. Right? Be happy be budoy! :) 

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PUPian proud and loud. :> Feeling ko mag post ng pic natin eh. =)) Oh well, happy day it has been. :”> Goodnight pip. Goodmorning pumpkin :*

Dreamcatcher my bestfriend and I bought at EK. :”> 

Ready for some dreams tonight? Sleep type na. Kahit gano ko pa kagusto hintayin siya mag online, mag tumblr at magtwitter kachikahan ang napaka——ugh i don’t know how to describe her—— supportive and bestest of the best  bestfriend in the world——Ela. (Kiligin ka La) Hahaha! Kulit lang, sa midnight lumalabas ang other side namin. Lol.  Goodnight people. Goodmorning pumpkin :* 

It means no worries. :’) Ngayon masasabi ko talaga na, distance doesn’t matter if two hearts are loyal to each other. Anoraw? Hahaha! The popular motto way waaay waaaaaaay back then. Pero really, mahirap magkaron ng someone special na malayo sayo. Seriously. Nakakabaliw siya. Walang araw na hindi ako tumitingin sa langit at nageemote sa tabi ng bintana. Always. Mahirap kasi ang sitwasyon namin ngayon. :( I know nagiging busy ako at hindi ko siya nakakausap ng matino. Palaging may leaved messages nalang sa inbox namin. Tapos kanina, OL siya di pa ko nakapag OL. Minsan na nga lang magkasabay na OL, di ko pa nagawang mag OL. :( Hayy. Like what I’ve said kanina sakanya, hindi naman ibig sabihin na hindi ko siya nakakausap sa chat e hindi ko na siya naiisip. 25/7 kaya siyang nasa utak ko. Overtime pa yan. :’) Hope di na siya magtampo. Matampuhin kasi. Parang ako lang. Haha. Madrama pa, akong ako rin. :D Basta, kahit ano mang mangyari, nandito lang ako. I know this is too soon to tell, pero at least that’s what I know for sure. I’ll be here patiently waiting. Alam ko naman na  mahirap din ito para sakanya pero we’ll keep trying na malagpasan tong malaking challenge na to. Everything will be fine in time. Just always remember that my love will never change for you. I miss you so much. Love you! >:*< Hakuna matata, baby :”)

Di naman ibig sabihin na aalis ang isang tao, magkakalimutan na kayo. You just have to think this is just another struggle that both of you have to face together, even though you’re far away from each other. You’ll see each other in time—- maybe on the most unexpected time. You’ll meet and you’d be stuck there standing, feeling like your world is so brand new with flickering lights all over as he walks right in front of you and the butterflies start creeping on your spine as he touch you and start kissing you. And you’ll realize on that very moment, he never really went away.

My task yesterday says, ”Take a photo of yourself.” It said photo so that means one only but I did a lot of capturing my face but this is the one I liked. Who said I was pango? Ayun yung ilong ko oh. And my nostrils, see that? HAHAHHA LOL =)) Alright forgive this one. But hey, I look cute. Hahaha ;))

Makapiling ka

No matter how busy and tiring his day get, he never failed to make time for me and I really appreciate it. Thank you so much baby! Ililililyloveyou hihi ♥

What I learn so far:

  • Distance between Phil and Cali is eight thousand five hundred sixty miles. Ranging from that maybe. (Layoooooo)
  • California is near the Prime Meridian, (Baby it’s PM not median, i think haha), that’s why the sun sets at 8pm. That’s what Baby said. Should listen to him, siya yung nandun e :D
  • I learned how the time zones work na. Di ko pa naintindihan dati, I have to draw two clocks with different time pa and count 16 hours backward. It’s learning the hard way. Buti naturo sakin ni Ate Ayz kung pao mas madali. Lol. Yung oras dito (Phil) minus three hours, tapos kung am dito, pm dun and vice versa. And the date, late sila ng one day. Pero pag 3pm na dito, ayun, same time na. Pero nga, hindi sabay. International Date Lines kasi. -___-“ 

What I need to learn more:

  • Places he have gone there. Nakuuu. Di pa naman ako pupunta dun. (Lol as if namang makakapunta ko HAHAH baka sa future, dalawin kita diyan baby!) =)) Just in case lang diba. Dapat alam ang lugar. Nako di yata ko pwede dun I’m always lost. Lost in you. HAHAHAHHA. Nakss gumaganon na ko. HAHA. Okay nawawala na sa topic. XD As I was saying, I would need a map to go to places there. Or maybe you could just help me out. Or maybe we could just get lost and find a beautiful place. <3 Hahahaha! Okay I’m so not into the topic :D Basta, I’ll see you soon! >:*<

Natutuwa talaga ko sa mga bulaklak na to (kahit di ko naman sila favorite, Sunflower gusto ko! HAHA) na di ko na talaga binitawan hanggang paguwi. The color. I remembered something :”> And nautuwa din ako sa shot. Ako yata kumuha niyan =))) Hahha. Talk about bragging :D Lol. Just sayin’ =))