kindafreakingout

What does this word even mean anyways? #adult #growingup #birthday #birthdayblues #inmy20s #20s #typography #handwriting #ipad #wacom #illustration #illustrated #designer #artist #writer #blogger #nolifeplan #kindafreakingout #fuckit #IDGAF (at Servcorp Yebisu Garden Place Tower)

At the age of 23,

I’m slowly realizing that I have suppressed insecurities that have caused me to
overthink…
intentionally mess up potential good relationships…
foolishly stay in raggedy situationships…
be afraid to speak up for myself and say what’s on my mind…
go along with things I knew wasn’t for the best…
be used for physical pleasure only…
used others for physical pleasure only…
I may need to talk to a professional about this. I can’t bring this baggage into the new year or in the situation I’m in now. I don’t want to allow anything to mess this up…

One more from our shoot today with @bibimcgill. You might recognize her from the guitar super-talents she showcases onstage with the #flawless @beyonce! This lady is so incredibly down to earth and full of the best kind of energy. Hair and makeup by @thebirdbones, photo by @spexbakerx. Shot for the upcoming @sheshredsmag issue. ⭐️ #pdx #sheshreds #bibimcgill #behindthescenes #kindafreakingout