03: Your views on drugs and alcohol.
hmmmmm I like alcohol (?)… I don’t do drugs. I’m not interested.
I’m equally annoyed for those who satanize people who take them, and for those who think people who don’t do them are prudes.
I would say addiction is what worries me…mainly cause of the things that can happen because of it…but yeah… at the end of the day everybody has addictions and fetiches… I guess as long as you’re not damaging others and you’re somewhat okay with yourself, I won’t have that much of a problem. =w=
05: A time you thought about ending your own life.
I was 11 I think… I wanted to tape the whole thing and leave it for my parents and family and anyone to see.
07: Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Pisces. Yeah, it does.
12: Bullet your whole day.
2:25pm woke up
19: Disrespecting your parents.
You see… I’m not a fan of this but everybody does it sometimes…
When it comes to my parents… I respect my mum better than I do my dad… my relationship with my dad is pretty much screwed… he kinda
(well both of them, but mostly my dad) stopped being parent figures when I was really young…about thirteen?… I mean… they ARE my parents… but sometimes I see them as a boss who pays so I can live… it’s not pretty…but it is what it is sometimes…
21: One of your favorite shows.
28: Something that you miss.
idk…being a kid (?)… letting my mind loose… I still do, but when you’re a kid it’s “alright”
30: Your highs and lows of this month.
pffffft… you really want to have this conversation?
well… it started off in springbreak… I was back in town and saw my family, not that many of my friends but it was nice… it was… BUT I did a lot of stupid things :3 that in a way regretted later…
let myself play with my heart knowing possible consequences (which did happen lol)
went to a gay bad and got kissed and felt up by a gay guy… idek
FINALLY read the fault in our stars
got so depressed I failed like two classes
got drunk every weekend
made awesome pictures
spent more money than I should have
now I’m struggling with the consequences of all my crappy decisions BUT thanks to a long needed convo and breakdown last weekend I kind of feel better and ready to take care of whatever crappy mess I made =w=