ewan ko ba kung bakit tinanggap kita ule kahit sobra mo kong nasaktan eh, ewan ko ba kung bakit andito parin ako para sayo eh, ewan ko ba kung bakit hanggang ngayon ikaw parin eh, ewan ko kung bakit mahal na mahal parin kita eh tangina mo naman kasi babalik ka kung kelan akala ko okay na ako, at tangina ko rin kasi naniwala akong magiging okay ulit tayo kaso wala eh siguro kailangan ko na ata sumuko pero putragis naman pano ako magsisimula ulet kung lagi mo ko hinihila pabalik 

Nasa FX na ko ngayon tapos ang pogi ng katabi ko omg I have to type fast baka masilip niya huhu ang bango pa fakyu. Okay kaso girlfriend na niya si Mica Co oh pucha nasilip ko yun sa iphone niya. Mica Co ❤ ang pangalan sa contacts :( I’m broken hearted charot.

1:59am | Road rampa(ge)

Naalala ko lang yung usapan namin nung pinsan kong grade 3 habang nasa kotse kami papunta sa bookstore para bumili ng kakailanganin niya sa school.

May mabagal kasing kotse sa harap namin na ayaw mag-overtake sa mabagal na trak na sinusundan kahit na sobrang luwag ng harap at kabilang lane. Tumigil yung trak sa isang barangay checkpoint pero hindi pa rin nag-overtake yung kotse. Kinuha ko na itong pagkakataon para maka-takeover na ako sa mabagal na kotse at trak. Tiningnan ko kung sino yung driver nung kotse. “Ahh, babae pala yung driver.” Hindi ako sexist pero kung araw-araw ka rin magmaneho tulad ko, alam mo na yung sinasabi ko.

Narinig iyon ng batang pinsan ko. Kaya nagulat ako sa sunod na tinanong niya.

Pinsan: Kuya, may bading din ba na nagda-drive?

Me: *nagulat* Oo, naman. Marami.

Sasabihin ko sanang “ako, heto pinagdadrive ka.” Kaso hindi nga ako out sa pamilya ko. Haha.

Mabuti pa yung iba, proud sa kurso nila. Hahahaha. Ako? Proud naman kaso ayoko lang ilantaran. Hahahaha. Selfish ako e. Hahaha. Hoy mga nakakakilala sakin jan, keep your mouth shut or I’ll reap your soul to death.

pero syempre joke lang yon. Hahahahaha. Tho jokes are half meant pero pag ako mag jjoke, joke talaga yon.

Senti / Inggitera101

Napakasenti ng bgm ko kaya senti tuloy ako ngayon tae. Wala nakikita ko kase sa mga posts yung mga magliligaw, masasaya sila, sweet, nakakakilig. Tapos ako, as NBSB parang nakakacurious kung anong feeling nung may ligaw, yung may sweet sayo ganon hahahaha!! Yung parang gusto ko na mafeel yung ganong bagay kaso pano, e wala naman akong ligaw hahahaha!! Di ko naman minamadali, ayoko din namang kung sino lang yung magparamdam sakin e ok na sya na, gusto ko pdin syempre yung gusto ko din. Kase ngayon meron saking nagchachat tapos meron pa isang nagtetext. Yung nagchachat sakin e mukang mabait naman, chinat ko nung una kase parang nakikipagkwentuhan lang ganon, kaso wala tinamad nko replyan hahahahaha consistent pa nga din sya sa pagguGood morning etc eh. Hahahaha tapos yung sa text naman kaklase ni Patar, binigay # ko ni gaga. Funneh sya tas havey talaga mga banat hahahaha kaso wala tinatamad din ako talaga magtext XD Wala na yung dating pag nagtext yung isang tao kahit wala akong load e magpapaload ako agad (kalandian101) hahahaha!! Kaya yon ewan ko ba, gusto ko yung gusto ko talaga eh, pero parang ayaw ko pdin kase magkaboyfriend di ko alam kung bakit. Siguro pag dumating na yung right guy talaga e mafefeel ko na yung biglang gusto ko na talaga magpaligaw ganon hahahaha yung masasabe ko kela daddy “Dy magpapaligaw nko ha bawal humindi” Hahahahaha!! LOL!! Pero nakakainggit talaga pag nakakita ka ng sweet couples badtrip hahahahaha ugh hay

Ang sarap sa feeling yung may manlalambing sa’yo pag nagtatampo ka. Yung tipong may nagsasabi ng “Baby sorry na" okaya naman "Baby bati na tayo" kahit medyo childish, aminin niyo, nakakakilig ‘no? Yung tipong kukulitin ka niya para lang maging okay na ulit kayo kasi pabebe ka. Yun yung isa sa sweet side ng pagiging childish ng konti. Yung para kayong mga batang nagsasabihan ng "Bati na tayo sige na please" with matching iyak iyak na emoticon pa…

in tagalog we say ‘tae sa ilong kulangot sa puwet tapos kakain nang hindi naghuhugas ng kamay isa kang kadiring salot sa lipunan ipapakain kita sa buwaya maligo ka sa ihi ng libo libong pekpek’ which means ‘i love you like a love song baby’ whicH IS BONGGA

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HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, DEEJ! Naks danyel 18 ka na, pwede nang magawa ang pang 18 and above! dejoke. hahaha! Sana di ka magbago, Alam kong ikaw yung tipo ng tao na napaka-humble. pagpatuloy mo lang yan, Solid ka talaga! woo! Enjoy your year, and thank god for the blessings you have! Nandito lang kami palagi para sayo! ♥

First and last.

I really wished that someday, I could be someone’s first and last. Like the first one to know his deepest secrets which he hasn’t told anyone before. I want to earn his trust and prove to him that I am worthy of it. I want to know what’s on his mind and treasure every bit of him. His untold stories and his imagination are some of the most precious part of him that I wanted to explore and appreciate. I want him to take me into his world for me to know him more and understand the things that comprise his entire existence. I would also like to be the first person who will be there for him through ups and downs. I want to share true happiness with him while doing the things that he likes especially the things that he will be doing for the very first time. I also want to be with him and be the first one to wipe his tears whenever he’s feeling down, to be his strength whenever his world is crashing down, and to be the love that will never last whenever he feels that no one will ever love him the way he deserves to be. Being the first one in his life is one of the most wonderful feelings that I could ever feel. It’s like I’m so special and I deserve to be treated as one and it rarely happens for a person to be the first in everything in someone else’s life and I know that it would be one of the things that I should be proud of.

And as much as I wanted to be his first, I also want to be the last. The last person he will spend his whole life with and cherish those memories when we were together. The last and only person who could bring the everlasting happiness into his life. The last one to love him with all of my heart, mind, and soul. I have been searching for him since the day I learned about love and everyday, I’m waiting for him to arrive. I’m always waiting for him and I promised myself not to get tired because I know someday, the wait will be worth it. And if that day comes, I would be the last person who will stay with him and treasure every part of him and I will treat him right and offer my love without having second thoughts. I also want to be the person who will be there with him until his last breath because I want him to remember me and never forget me even though he’s already gone.

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