Fuck this. Fuck my life. This can’t be happening AGAIN!!!I can’t go through this again, I can’t do this, no one is here to help me, I can’t go through this again i can’t. I don’t know what else to do though, they told me this was rare so why has it happened to me twice now!!! WHY!??! I just want this to go away, I want the world to go away….but I still need a hug.