A day full of hurt.
First of all, I fell outside in the morning because it was fucking slippery.
Then, I burned my finger in 160C sugar. I was caramellising it and for some brilliant reason (note; on phone with dad) I decided to test it with my finger.
Needless to say, it hurt like hell.
as to what comes to other things.
I guess I’m just not the type of person for close relationships.
I always, always end up hurt. in some way.
I care too much.. I let people too close, even when I know they are the type that are bound to get me hurt.
I thought I was done with this one already, but no, today just slapped it to my face again.
It’s just so tiring.
The moment I think I’m clear with something…everything gets tipped upside down and I end up blaming myself for it.
I’m just..tired of it.
I just…want to hide under the ground in a little hermit base and never talk to anyone again, just read books for the rest of my life.