I honestly didn’t think that today would take so much out of me. I feel like I’ve run a marathon. Drained. And I’ve felt like crying for a while. Probably the need to release the gamut of emotions that have been rushing through me today.
It wasn’t bad. Nope. It was a mostly good day. Laughter, surprises, cuddly babies, and lots of love. But it did come with no small amount of stress. And worry. I’m worried for my grandma, she’s not doing well. It’s complicated, too complicated for telling right now. And this weekend has been hard on her. And, of course, I feed off those emotions a bit. I’m hoping to get to the point where keeping my shield up isn’t quite so tiring or difficult.
But I know it will get better. Every day is a day closer to better. One step closer.
I’m off to bed now. Therapy appointment in the morning followed by work. I hope you had a good day, lovelies.