I know he can be a pervert and has fucked my best friend(s), but to be honest, He was always sweet and nice too me and a pervert at times. And I was always an asshole and gave him a fuck you attitude, and today, I feel like I lost someone who I should’ve not treated like a bitch. Sometimes, my own past can drive me mad and I take it on other people, especially on guys who just want too hook up; which is why I don’t hookup nor share my body for satisfaction. I prefer to share my body in a relationship not just for a one time stand. FUCK THAT! but to be honest, Even thou he told me the truth and even told me, “my best friend gave him a blow job” I felt like I found “MR. REAL” and I started to fall in love with him for the first time. Until, I fucked it all up. Now he’s gone and angry. :|
….. Well he is not the first guy to ever leave. That’s why I don’t believe in words, I believe in actions. And most of the time, his actions made me believe more than his words. And with him leaving, I feel like I never gave him a chance. To show me what he meant by through his actions.