"& you escape me like it’s nothing, like words I never should have said. & the stress comes to the surface, but all of the heroes are dead. & I hate that I can’t say your name without feeling like I’m part of the blame. & it’s never gonna feel quite the same, but it’s never gonna change. & I hate that I’m always so young, had me feeling like you were the one, & it’s never gonna feel like it’s done, ‘cause it’s never gonna change, never gonna change."