I am available. My schedule is completely open to either lead a stream, or be part of someone else’s. I’ve made this abundantly clear to the stream coordinators, but I honestly don’t know much about what’s going on at the offices. What can I say? Its the holidays and things are hectic, that’s all I really know. =/
When it comes to being on other streams though that’s a delicate issue. I can’t just impose on anyone, and expect screen time simply because we’re on the same network. Furthermore, I’m honestly afraid to ask most members for a ride along. I’ve got a lot of social anxiety, and asking for any collaboration makes me feel like I’m just being a nuisance. That’s in addition to how I’m really not all that funny (especially when compared to other Yogscast members), and feel super awkward when working alongside anyone.
Anyway, case in point I’m certain that I don’t have a stream because no one is supposed to stream alone. I don’t know if that’s the actual reason, as I can only guess. And despite my best efforts (which honestly leaves a lot to be desired) I can’t get a team together. However, I can assure you it’s not because of time restrictions, or because the main office doesn’t know I want to be part of the streams.