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there is an account on instagram under the user of justfreethings​. I scrolled through their page and I’m thoroughly upset that half of their posts are mine, and they didn’t ask for permission nor credit me. I’m not too sure if i want to continue with this account because of that. please go comment on the posts that you know are mine, tagging my instagram (akashi.png) and don’t be rude to them please. i’m just upset with the fact that my posts were stolen.

there is an account on instagram under the user of justfreethings​. I scrolled through their page and I’m thoroughly upset that half of their posts are mine, and they didn’t ask for permission nor credit me. I’m not too sure if i want to continue with this account because of that. please go comment on the posts that you know are mine, tagging my instagram (akashi.png) and don’t be rude to them please. i’m just upset with the fact that my posts were stolen.

Damn it if you never know how good a “test shot” is going to be, especially with this photographer 😉

Photographer : :

@kevcoolphoto

HMUA : :

@nikijaen_

Location : :

Random field in Rio Linda CA


#photographer #lighting #sexy #body #fitness #country #cowgirl #western #nature #boots #testshot #beautiful #KevCool #jft #editorial #riolinda #california #publishedmodel

lost in my recovery

Sometimes its okay to say “ I don’t got this”, Because its true. My very existence depends on my recovery, and even if I feel lost, or broken, it is reassuring to know that i have a place where i can go talk about that. Life is throwing many curve balls right now, Some that i don’t fully understand yet, or might not ever, but i won’t pick up no matter what.

Just for today: All i have is myself.

92 truths [Mk II]

92 truths

Rules: once you’ve been tagged, you’re supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end, choose whatever amount of people to be tagged. you have to tag the person who tagged you.

punk-neko tagged me.

what was your:
• last drink: Hibiscus flower iced tea~ ;D
• last phone call: My beloved and perfect mother :3
• last text message: Uhm… let me find *opens cellphone* A friend from the med-school. I’ve sent her some group selfies we took xD
• last song you listened to: *checks phone again* Chemical reaction by Vibre Tribe vs. Ziki [some psytrance stuff xD]
• last time you cried: Well, it has been really a while and I can’t really recall it, yet like one week ago I remembered Peke and Serafina [my two little chihuahua dogs who died in a bee attack on my backyard], and my feels were hit u.u </3

have you ever:
• dated someone twice: Nope, once dead, not even God may resurrect’em
• been cheated on: … technically speaking, no.
• kissed someone and regretted it: Yeah…
• lost someone special: Yeah…
• been depressed: Not an actual clinically diagnosed depression, yet once I’ve got really really sad
• been drunk and throw up: Nope, just a little drunk x) [Actually, just twice in my whole life, lol]
• list three favorite colors: Red, black, military green

in the last year have you:
• made a new friend: Damn right, I’m quite friendly xD
• fallen out of love: Yup~
• laughed until you cried: I hope so xD I can’t recall, but it is quite possible
• met someone who changed you: Maybe~ :P
• found out who your true friends are: I guess so xD
• found out someone was talking about you: Nope and I don’t really care
• kissed anyone on your fb friend’s list: Yes… The best fucking kiss I’ve had in at least 3 years. Thank you so much :3 (Yeah, you can read this because you also have tumblr xD)

general:
how many people on you fb friend’s list do you know in real life: Like a 60 or 70% xD
• do you have any pets: Yup~ A cocker spaniel named Chiquiperro (or “Lil’ doggie” or “Petichien”, haha) and a chihuahua called Macumba :3
• do you want to change your name: Nope, I think it fits me quite well :)
• what did you do for your last birthday: Having good times with my friends from the University :D
• what time did you wake up today: 6:00 am
• what were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping~ -w-
• name something you CANNOT wait for: Finishing my très long career TwT
• last time you saw your mother: Like 12 or 13 hours ago
• what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Well… perhaps not being in -that- bad relationship. Totally my bad, yet I would like to forget it.
• what are you listening to right now: My biggest fan… blowing air for me x’D
• have you ever talked to a person named Tom: If a guy called “Tomás” counts, I guess yeah :D
• what’s getting on your nerves right now: Actually… Nothing :D
• most visited website: Facebook, Tumblr, Hotmail, Youtube~
• blood type: O+
• nickname: Ernie, Leo, Larry (the peregrin falcon xD) Rein, Reinhardt [it’s my nickname, actually xD], the violin guy [”el chico del violín”], Medic and so on~
• relationship status: More single than that only thingie before the Big Bang and gradually thinking that “relationships” as we traditionally conceive them aren’t quite for me ^^U
• zodiac sign: ArieS-desu
• pronouns: Él, He/Hi, Er, Il
• favorite tv show: Damn, it has been a while since I really watched tv so I’ll just say South Park :v
• elementary: Quite good, nice softy years
• high school: With its highs and lows. First girlfriend and first [hardcore] bullying case, oh boy~
• college: Actually, quite fun and kewl
• hair color: Black as the void inside my dark heart (?) Nah, burnt black [due to sun exposure xD]
• long or short: I would like to have it long, yet damn’d med-school… It makes me have it short uwu
• height: Proudly a mexican average dude with 1.70 meters :3
• do you have a crush on someone: Yeah, it happens, it happens~ ^///^
• what do you like about yourself: My hands, my way of thinking, my nice humour and the fact I can do almost everything I [REALLY] propose myself
• tattoos: Not yet, but soon~ >:3
• righty or lefty: Righty~
• first surgery: On me? Never [BONUS: Made to another one? A laparoscopic hysterectomy :D]

• first piercing: Nope, but maybe, maybe~
• first best friend: Christopher from the kindergarden :’)
• first sport you joined: Basketball :D
• first vacation: An amusement park on the capital city of my country [Mexico~]
• first pair of trainers: No idea xD

right now:
• eating: Nope
• drinking: lolnope
• i’m about to: Crave for dinner, I’m a little hungry xD Oh, and facebooking too owo
• listening to: Well, I can’t listen my biggest fan [lol] because the air conditioner has been turned on
• waiting for: Well~ I guess I’m waiting for my electric guitar to be fixed and also for a home-made delay pedal my lead guitarrist is making me xD
• want kids: Yeah, but DEFINETELY NOT NOW D:<
• get married: Uhm~ Maybe yes, maybe no :)
• career: Med-school~

which is better:
• lips or eyes: Eyes
• hugs or kisses: Kisses. You don’t kiss every person, I guess it has to be special ^w^
• shorter or taller: Shorter, or the same as me [maybe a lil’ higher x3]
• older or younger: I don’t have a special preference
• romantic or spontaneous: I guess spontaneous~ :D
• nice stomach or nice arms: For a dude, I guess arms xD For a girl, I guess stomach (?)
• sensitive or loud: Sensitive~
• hook up or relationship: Well, relationships have these special thingies that Capt’n Hooks dont :P Also, I have never been hooked, I guess xD
• trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant~

have you ever:
• kissed a stranger: Nevah evah
• drink hard liquor: lolnope xD
• lost glasses/contacts: BON SANG! D: Nope
• sex on first date: Nope, still having the V-card xD
• broke someone’s heart: Well… I hope no :(
• had your own heart broken: Nah… uwu
• been arrested: Nope o.o
• turned someone down: for what? *electric music sounds* Yeah, and it makes you feel like poop :/
• cried when someone died: Yeah…
• Fallen for a friend: Yup xD

do you believe in:
• yourself: Most times :D
• miracles: I hope so… xD
• love at first sight: Yes~
• heaven: I hope it only exists heaven for sinners like me, hahaha
• santa claus: Nope uwu
• kiss on first date: Perhaps~ *le monkeys’ emojis from whatsapp*
• angels: Why not?

i’m tagging:

No one xD If you see this and like it, feel free to make it and don’t forget to tag me :D

Stay healthy and have fun~ ^w^

No matter the result we got tonight all I need to say is thanks Gerrard, thanks my Captain Fantastic, thanks for everything you’ve done in Liverpool. You taught me how to be a fan in order to follow every dreams and live the dreams. I wish you well for the future, and you’ll always be MY LEGEND and MY HERO #ThanksStevie #Gerrard #StevenGerrard #Legend #Liverpool #YNWA #JFT96

Day Four: Serially Lost, Part 1

The prompt is: write about a loss: something (or someone) that was part of your life, and isn’t any more. The twist is: make today’s post the first in a three-post series.

The one that is lost and not part of my life is a friend. Let’s hide him in the initials JFT. JFT is a friend of mine once. We are so close. We share jokes. We are seatmates then. But before that, he was bullying me. He calls…

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