The last day of kindergarten our teacher had us step from the blue floor onto the orange floor if we were ready to leave kindergarten and move on to first grade. I stayed on the blue floor. I wasn't ready to move on yet. Mrs. Johnson, our teacher picked me up and placed me on the orange floor, telling me that I was in fact ready. Now later in my life I often think about this when it's time for a change in my life. I don't have anyone to pick me up and place me in the new chapter of my life anymore. So, now when I am ready to step from the blue to the orange I haven't always taken the necessary steps. Sitting comfortably in the blue til it's too late. Now sometimes I want to step into the orange without ever seeing the blue.