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It’s hard to explain… @carlgershon @iamkavinsky #kavinsky #itshardtoexplain #overdrive

I missed the last bus
I take the next train
I try, but you see
It’s hard to explain
I say the right things
But act the wrong way
I like it right here
But I cannot stay
I watch the tv
Forget what I’m told
Well I am too young
And they are too old
The joke is on you
Cos this is a zoo
You’re right, it’s true

If im his, (its IMPOSSIBLE)

For sure there will be lots of drama. The feeling of jealousy will be much stronger. Furthermore, he’s my own classmate, so jyeah. Even now, im just his crush, I get jealous easily when he’s w/ his attachment-mate and his ‘bestfriend’. Sigh. Hope ALLAH could get rid of this feelings from me. I dun want anything to happen. I JUST DUN WANT IT TO HAPPEN. And I really would try to avoid those eye-to-eye contact, which its hard cos he does (i don’t). Ermmm,It’s already in him so maybe I should be the one to stop thinking too much and get use to his eye contact(its so hypnotizing). Treat it as a urghhh, its gonna be awkward. I, myself can’t control urghh…really oh ALLAH please,please just get rid of this feeling of awkwardness OR having crush on him…arhh I dun even noe wat am I talking…grr…Oh ALLAH pls,pls,pls…

I really have to stop myself being nervous in front of him cos again, his my classmate, I dun one anything to HAPPEN. If I feel nervous, it will be obvious for those people who is very observant. Oh ALLAH, again, Please… :„/

(i cant explain exactly what I mean by ‘anything’ - hope u guys cld make a right guess)