so at lunch i mentioned to a friend that this 33 y/o was flirting with me on kik and lunch turned into a full on intervention like I guess it’s not ideal for a 15 year old to date a 33 yo but at the same time it’s like ive been so much worse and i dont see it as me being cool or special or anything but i feel like what i see it as is much more innocent than how they see it
like sure i’m no virgin mary but i don’t see it as all that bad. I get to feel special. I get to feel important. I’m not breaking any laws and it’s like a high everytime i get a new guy, like I’ve always wanted to do coke but everytime i get enough $$ i blow it on makeup or whatever
Is it really all that bad? I don’t see how I’m in danger.
I’m pretty dumb but i feel like everyone knows something I don’t like yeah it’s ‘illegal’ and i guess they’re pedophiles even though I don’t really look like a child and all that jazz
i talked to my therapist about it and she says i like seek approval from men to get the love i never got from my father which is kinda true but i still feel like what i’m doing is 100% normal and I’m surprised that my friends aren’t like this and just wow
how do i stop?