stop the bull.
i feel like today, everyone was tip toeing around my feelings for some reason. i don’t know why, but it makes me so mad, it makes me feel like people think i’m unstable and need to watch what they say to me so i don’t go off the deep end or something. HELLLLLLO! i have anxiety, i’m not an unstable physco patient. there is no reason for you to be treating me like this, i don’r deserve it, and honestly its making me feel more insecure about myself than i already do because of this anxiety. a lot of people suffer from the same exact thing i do. i regret telling my best friend, or anyone for that matter because i feel like people’s idea about me has changed, and i hate it. i feel like they all have a faltered image of me in their head now, its the worst feeling in the world knowing that people think differently of you because of something that you can’t control. it makes me want to get as far away from here as i can. i want to get away from all these people that sit there and judge me with their eyes, thinking things about me that they never use to think before. i want to go somewhere and get a fresh start, see the faces of strangers and the looks their giving me and know that they are not judging me because of things that i can’t control. i don’t know maybe i am over thinking this and all these things are happening in my head, but i feel a feeling in my gut that things aren’t just that simple.