insecrure

While playing around with the Nmap Scripting Engine (NSE) we discovered an amazing number of open embedded devices on the Internet. Many of them are based on Linux and allow login to standard BusyBox with empty or default credentials. We used these devices to build a distributed port scanner to scan all IPv4 addresses. These scans include service probes for the most common ports, ICMP ping, reverse DNS and SYN scans. We analyzed some of the data to get an estimation of the IP address usage.

Tra l’inquietante e l’affascinante.

stop the bull.

i feel like today, everyone was tip toeing around my feelings for some reason. i don’t know why, but it makes me so mad, it makes me feel like people think i’m unstable and need to watch what they say to me so i don’t go off the deep end or something. HELLLLLLO! i have anxiety, i’m not an unstable physco patient. there is no reason for you to be treating me like this, i don’r deserve it, and honestly its making me feel more insecure about myself than i already do because of this anxiety. a lot of people suffer from the same exact thing i do. i regret telling my best friend, or anyone for that matter because i feel like people’s idea about me has changed, and i hate it. i feel like they all have a faltered image of me in their head now, its the worst feeling in the world knowing that people think differently of you because of something that you can’t control. it makes me want to get as far away from here as i can.  i want to get away from all these people that sit there and judge me with their eyes, thinking things about me that they never use to think before. i want to go somewhere and get a fresh start, see the faces of strangers and the looks their giving me and know that they are not judging me because of things that i can’t control. i don’t know maybe i am over thinking this and all these things are happening in my head, but i feel a feeling in my gut that things aren’t just that simple.

anonymous asked:

I'm really insecure about my hands and my stomach and my nose because I'm a bit bigger than all the girls at my school and I'm from a different country than the one I live in. Any tips on how to feel better about myself? I would really appreciate it.

Its amazing to be different, like even the fact you are from somewhere else is so cool! Imagine meeting someone for the first time and they are just like “i have a mum, dad, sister, im from the UK, i dont do anything intresting” compared to someone who could be from somewhere cool and trust me no ones looking at your hands or nose just think about it you dont look at people and judge their insecrurities bc you dont even notice them bc they are just people xx