insanityy

Insanidadesem gelo, por favor? Dose dupla, aliás.
Para que desçapela gargantacomo as melhores bebidas.
Para que subaaté o cérebrocomo os mais fortes ácidos.
Para que nos arrasteaté o fundo do poçocomo a mais real tristeza.
Para que nos faça voarcomo o mais profundo beijo.
Para que nos faça sentircomo o maior dos amores.
E, principalmente, para que nos faça viverde modo intensoe essencial,
como a mais insana vida.

What has happened to me

Now that i think of it, i have changed. Being so fucked over for the past couple of months i’ve never actually had my mind at peace. I remember when i used to be so talkative at school, always happy and when i used to actually give a shit about what any of my friends said…but now it just seems like, i’m always thinking, daydreaming zoning out and not paying attention to what they say. I just sit there literally saying nothing the whole lunch or recess because i have nothing to talk about anymore. It’s not that i don’t care about my friends because we’ve been through a lot and they mean the world to me, but i always feel empty around them, i feel lonely. Some part of me believes i might not belong there anymore. I just get so confused all the time my thoughts of everything just clogs up my brain and i don’t even have enough vocabulary to explain or describe how i’m feeling.

I was tagged by anchoring-down

Using only song names from 1 artist/band, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 15 people. Try not to repeat a song title.

Pick your Artist/Band: Coldplay
Are you a male or female: X&Y
Describe yourself: The Scientist
How do you feel: Swallowed In The Sea
Describe where you currently live: In My Place
If you could go anywhere, where would you go: Paradise
Your favorite form of transportation: Parachutes
Your best friend is: Up With The Birds
You and your best friends are: We Never Change
What’s the weather like: Rainy Day
Favorite time of day: Midnight
If your life was a TV show, what would the title be: Life In Technicolor
What is life to you: Viva La Vida
Your Relationship: Up in Flames
Your fear: Death And All His Friends

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VALENTINES DAY POETRY CONTEST💕 RULES:
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@_itsjustme__
@pure.insanityy
@mydepressinglittlediary
@miss.missing.you
@hells.sweetheart
@t33nhood
We’ll be checking!! -Must write your poem about one of the topics listed in the pic^^ -You can DM your entry to ALL the hosts
Or you can post it and use the hashtag #valentinesdearpoetry -You can enter up to 2 times -Absolutely NO plagiarism!! You will be disqualified immediately! -The deadline is Monday, Feb. 23rd -Winners will be announced and rewarded on either the 24th or 25th

PRIZES-
1st place- You’ll receive a 4 hour shoutout from all hosts, a spam of likes, and a note from all hosts of what we thought about your poem!

2nd place- You’ll receive a 2 hour shoutout and a spam of likes! -That’s a total of 63,847 followers that you’ll be shouted out to!
So write your best and have fun!
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