Her eyes, ears, nose, mouth, teeth, legs, arms, body, boobs, bum, her insides, her hands, her feet. Everything about her is perfection but she isn’t mine. I feel like I’m in love and I want her so bad. I want to have her in my arms.
There are several signs to evaluate if you are falling in love: You’ll read his messages over and over again especially if you miss him. When you are with him, you walk really really slow. You wanted to feel the moment. Your heart beats faster when you think of him. You smile for now reason with just the mere sound of his voice. When he talks with you in the phone, the smile on your face is irreplaceable. While you look at him, you don’t see anyone else. Because he is your world and no one else in between. You start listening to slow songs. You feel that the lyrics speak of your own situation. He becomes all you think about. You realized you’re always smiling when you think of him. And eventually, even though there was no specific name mentioned, you were thinking about him while reading this. Congrats friend, inlove ka nga!
“Today I realized that The Sun and The Moon only see each other for about an hour each day.
It made me sad but it reminded me of us.
The Moon almost seems weak and dull at first but after The Sun sets its bright and beautiful.
You are my Sun.
You make me brighter and beautiful each and every day.
Even tho I may only see you for just a little while it’s the best time of my day.
I love you.
I will always love you.
And one day you will be with me every hour of every day and I will shine my brightest for you.”
Growing up I thought being in love was red roses, dates on Saturday night, pretty jewellery, kisses in the rain and boxes that held expensive things. I thought true love was a story with a picture perfect ending. Now that I’m older I realise it’s not that at all. True love isn’t something you find in a Disney movie.
Being in love is screaming at 5am till you cry out of anger, but knowing they won’t leave. It’s saying all the wrong things at the wrong moments. It’s leaving someone in complete control of your heart. It’s sleepless nights and non-stop texting. It’s all night phone calls and lame jokes. It’s wanting to share every moment with that one person. It’s finding yourself awake at 3am craving them asleep next to you. It’s being apart and knowing that nothing will change.
It’s the small things. It’s screaming the lyrics to your favourite song together. It’s fights and make up sex. It’s hour long showers and breakfast in the morning. It’s coffee dates and finding new books to read. It’s days full of laughter and tears. It’s holding hands and kissing ever so passionately. It’s capturing the world’s beauty through their eyes. It’s finally being able to love yourself as much as that person loves you. Love is the only thing in this world worth fighting for. Being in love will fuck you up in more ways than you can imagine and it’s absolutely heart-wrenching, but at the same time it’s the most beautiful thing in the world.