It isn’t worth it.
Pills, gun, a 5 second fall to “freedom”
Why try to die but not to live?
I won’t spout some romanticised bullshit,
Tomorrow is not a prize for not having killed yourself.
You won’t fall in love in a day,
You won’t win the lottery.
A stranger will smile at you,
You’ll get the perfect dessert,
The sun will shine
And you will smile without thinking.
That. is why life is worth living.