im-falling

Things have changed,” I said.

“I told you I was sorry, I made a mistake.” He moved in closer, again. “I’ll fix it. And the other problems we’ve had, we’ll work on them, too.
—  Sarah Dessen, The Moon & More
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do yourself a favor and watch this amv

I’M SO CONFLICTED WITH THIS HUNTER BILL AU GOD WHYYYYY

CUZ ITS LIKE

HUNTER BILL THAT KEEPS LITTLE DIPPER AROUND TO MAKE SANDWICHES AND WATCH TV BECAUSE HE’S A LONELY OLD FART 

HUNTER BILL THAT SACRIFICES DIPPER TO THE GODS BEYOND THE VEIL

HUNTER BILL THAT DOES A WEIRD CATCH-AND-RELEASE THING WITH DIPPER, AND EVENTUALLY DIPPER JUST GIVES UP AND STICKS AROUND AND STEALS ALL OF HIS CHIPS

HUNTER BILL THAT KEEPS DIPPER LIKE A LITTLE DOG WITH A LEASH AND THREADS FLOWERS INTO HIS HAIR AND CUTS HIS HAMSTRINGS TO MAKE SURE HE CAN’T LEAVE EVEEEEEEER

HUNTER BILL THAT CATCHES/FINDS MABEL BY ACCIDENT AND DIPPER TRADES HIS FREEDOM FOR HERS

CREEPY ASS HUNTER BILL THAT CRUSHES HARD ON DIPPER AND CAPTURES HIM TO INDUCE STOCKHOLM SYNDROME

I CANT FLIPPIN DECIDE JUST SHOOT ME NOW

so fucking cool to be there to help induct Green Day into the rock and roll hall of fame. i remember the first time i saw them on mtv with the basketcase video- tre rolled up in the wheelchair to the drum set- from that moment i was hooked. and now it feels like this band that was a favorite of mine- is in the fucking rock and roll hall of fame. congrats to the dudes. i cant think of anyone more deserving or more rock and roll. thanks for letting us witness it. i posted this quote from albert camus a few days ago but it seems to ring true about green day’s legacy to me: “In the midst of winter, I found there was, within me, an invincible summer. And that makes me happy. For it says that no matter how hard the world pushes against me, within me, there’s something stronger – something better, pushing right back.” it always felt like around every turn when you least expected it green day kicked you in the face in the best possible way. xx
—  Pete Wentz (x)
oregon gothic
  • pine trees sway in front of a distant waterfall. distant music plays.
  • an enormous anthropomorphic lumberjack statue stands in front of a gas station sign, wielding an axe and smiling blankly.
  • you see a water tower fly by you as you drive down the road. there is a graffiti picture of a muffin on it. or is it an explosion?
  • a bus zooms before your face. two children are abandoned by their family in the woods with only a few small bags to hold their possessions.
  • a mysterious man in a suit, wearing a fez and holding a cane with a magic eight ball, appears out of thin air, welcoming you to a dilapidated shack.
  • you walk past a jar containing a severed ear. behind you, a sign instructs you to “be amazed.”
  • you stand in the rain, looking at a mysterious, unidentifiable footprint in the wet mud. you do not notice the even larger footprint all around you. lightning flashes above you as the rain pours down.
  • the shadows of the tree lengthen across the forest floor. a weather vane in the shape of a question mark spells out “WHAT.” you don’t know what. you’d rather not know what. 
  • a young boy happens upon the monstrous skull of something not quite human. he screams and drops his candle, extinguishing his only light. his name is “dipper.”
  • a young girl treats a pig as one of her own, holding it close. her sweater lights up. her name is “mabel.”
  • an old man runs from some unspeakable evil chasing after him, holding a cash register. dollar bills drift aimlessly through the wind behind him. he sits in his armchair, smiles coldly, and moves his eyepatch to the other eye. his name is “stan.”
  • your great-uncle tells ghost stories at the campfire. behind you, a horrific bat-like demon waits silently. you do not notice. 
  • a young girl sits bored at a cash register, not noticing the jar of eyeballs beside her. they eyeballs turn simultaneously to stare at you. they are on sale.
  • you run your index finger down the page of a dusty, long-forgotten book. you stare at the ancient symbols written in a language you don’t understand.
  • two children sit quietly in their room. gravity reverses itself and they float into the air along with all their possessions. nobody seems to notice. 
  • photographs of demons, goblins, UFOs, and dinosaurs are covered by a staged group photograph. everyone smiles politely. 
  • fast enough that you can barely process it, the eye of providence flashes before your eyes, surrounded by scribbled, anxious writing of a long-dead author (or is he?)

tBH THE TVD SHOW MAKES ME SO MAD CUZ THEY JUST COMPLETELY IGNORED DAMONS PERSONALITY AND DEVELOPMENT LIKE ‘LMAO NOPE HES JUST ANGSTY’ LIKE NO NO HE DOESNT WANT TO BE HUMAN STOP THAT HE DOESNT EVEN LOVE ELENA FOR THE FIRST FEW BOOKS HES JUST BEING A DICCK S T O P MAKING HIM ALL ANGSTY AND THROWING HIS PERSONALITY OUT THE WINDOW HE IS SO COMPLEX IS THE BOOKS AND EVEN AS HE GROWS AS A CHARACTER AND BECOMES A BIT BETTER HES STILL SHOWN TO BE A TERRIBLE PERSON LIKE STOP MAKING HIS PERSONALITY DIFFERENT ON THE SHOW GOD DAMMIT AND