ill delete this later

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This is a rant about Ferguson and my family, it is not meant to offend anyone but please let me know if it does

so i was just told to leave because my mother doesn’t “want to put anyone else through this tomorrow”, meaning that she doesn’t want anyone else in the family to know what i think about Darren Wilson or Michael Brown or literally anyone else who was MURDERED by police officers
she started yelling at me about how i need to respect her opinion and i “need to let it go for one night” and that “it’s disrespectful because we pay the police to protect us”
and meanwhile my sister won’t believe anything she sees on the internet, so even everything released by McCulloch is untrue according to her
and my mother got all of her info from her favourite news channel (guess which one) and she just keeps screaming at me
and now i really don’t know what to do this is bullshit and i’m really not okay with it and i’ve honestly never thought my mother was a great person, but what the fuck
a twelve year old is murdered and she doesn’t even bat an eyelash because “he shouldn’t have had a toy gun anyway”
an eighteen year old is murdered and she’s okay with it because “if an officer feels like his life might be in danger, [she] supports the decision to use a gun” and it’s “not surprising that he didn’t have a taser but had a gun, Ferguson isn’t a small city” and i “don’t know what it’s like in those bigger cities, cops fear for their lives every single day”
jfc i’m just constantly disappointed in my family
i want them to realize all of the bullshit that’s going on but they just don’t get it and they don’t listen to me
my mother literally told me not to say anything when i opened my mouth at dinner and when i asked why, she said that she just didn’t feel like listening to me
and none of the murders, beatings, protests, or arrests are about me at all
this really isn’t about me or any other white person
i just don’t really know what to do
and earlier we got in a fight about Michael Brown’s murder and she said “those aren’t even actual facts, but at least you’re excited about something”
A BOY WAS MURDERED
MULTIPLE HUMAN BEINGS HAVE BEEN MURDERED
BUT AT LEAST I’M FUCKING “EXCITED” ABOUT SOMETHING
I’M NOT EXCITED
I’M FUCKING LIVID
PEOPLE ARE DEAD
REAL PEOPLE
PEOPLE WITH HEARTBEATS AND ASPIRATIONS AND THOUGHTS AND FRIENDS AND PARENTS AND FEELINGS AND THINGS THAT THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO BE ABLE TO DO
and now they’re dead
Tamir Rice shouldn’t be dead
he was just a baby
Michael Brown was just a baby, too, for fuck’s sake
and so many others, jfc
so many people are dead for almost no reason at all
except that someone thought that they shouldn’t be alive anymore
and my mother is trying to tell me to let it go for a night
i seriously doubt any of those people’s parents are able to let it go for a night
fuck this entire family
and fuck anyone who sides with murderers