becauseapparentlyicare asked:

Why are you regretting it? From my creepin (aka the photos you put up) you seem to be having fun!

i’m not really; nearly everyday, I find myself feeling apathetic, depressed, and out of place. My fellow NYUers are normal, fun 20 year old college kids enjoying the freedom of studying abroad, and thus, don’t find me super appealing. I don’t go out usually (because I’d have to do so alone, and that’s uncomfortable), so hard to meet people outside of NYU. and on top of all that, i get the eerie feeling that this semester is putting a strain on my friendships, particularly that of my best friend here with me in London. I honestly believe I may lose her, though she claims that could never happen.