We were talking all through the night. It was strange to me that I could open up so much; I was used to being so quiet about my feelings. I keep them hidden but with him, opening up felt natural, it felt right. It wasn’t the same with Harry and Ron despite how much I loved them; they were my brothers in the truest sense of the word. But they didn’t understand be like he did. Draco understood.
“We should get some sleep” he said quietly.
I nodded against his chest. We should, but I don’t want this night to end. Somehow, he’s the one who has seen me as my worst. My bossiest, know-it-all self and he loves me. He knows my insecurities, my hardships throughout the war and he loves me. He knows me, who I am now, who I was and who I want to be. He knows the countless times I have cried myself to sleep and he knows about my capture during the war. Maybe he even knows me better than I know myself.
And I know him. I know him more than I could have ever expected to; his trails when given the task to kill Dumbledore, having the dark mark burned into his skin. I know everything. I know his darkest and his most desperate. How he joined the order shortly after, and betrayed Voldermort. He survived, barely. I will never forget the moment I saw that flash of green light hurtling towards him, me too far away to do anything. In that moment, I was so helpless. I never want to feel like that again. I love him. And he loves me. He knows my darkest places and deepest flaws, and he loves me not despite them but for them. And I know his. I revel in this. We fit. Forever. (x)
really? i love your url! u can look at some of my saved urls if you want? but not of the holiday ones:)
i mean i really like it too but i’ve had it for soooo long now (at least by my standards lol) i really want one thats derek!centric… i was thinking about going back to one of my previous urls “blueyedbeta” since i still have it saved… or maybe “derekthegrump” but idk i want something new and awesome!!!